the joy.

welcome.

no rules.

.my world

welcome to my little enclosed world.

Pls do not take anything i say here to heart
i am jus ranting. ^^

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memories and rants

Saturday, January 31, 2009; 1:35 AM

HAPPY 21st B'DAY JOY!

may ur future be as bright as the stars in the dark sky.

and wish u good luck in wadeva u do! ^^

god bless...

long day..

tired.

night.

lorves.

carine

Friday, January 30, 2009; 12:36 PM

What is your True Fear? Your Result: Losing Someone You love affection and the people in your life more than anything. Your greatest fear is that one day someone you care about won't be there anymore. You are a very friendly and inviting person, who draws in a lot of friendships with your kind, considerate, and loyal nature. However, deep down you are slightly insecure and unsure of yourself. You couldn't deal with it if you didn't have one of your loved ones in your life anymore. You don't have too much to worry about though, because with a friend like you, no one will want to lose you either!
Being Alone
Disappointment
Death
Where Your life is Going
Looked down on
Commitment
What is your True Fear? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

hmm.. wad the.. =__=""

Thursday, January 29, 2009; 12:23 PM

sorry for MIA-ing

hee...

u can say im lazy to update hee...

well well...

tis few days are...

undescribe-able tired.

all the cleanin n visitin..

however.. im still happy.

hahaha... at least im enjoyin every min of it.

hais... sadly the holidae only lasted for 2 days..

zzz..

otherwise i cfm go out de.

hee.

but!

i did went out on fri.

hee...

went to vivo for bride wars.

NICE~

teach u wad is true frenship.

had ice cream too!

*yum yum*

made a mess out of it..

the best thing is..

him.

hahaha

imagine u gg alone..

kao..

can go bang wall..

with a partner is always different.

ok enough.

ytd!

wakao..

long day..

after gg to school for the whole day..

we had a little proj..

go to my hse..

i was freakin out lor..

he still appear normal.

but those are for show.

LOL

he was nervous too i guess..

went to surf some blog jus now..

must admit..

don really like wad im seeing.

eh...

its like..

lots of affairs of the heart problems.

may god bless..

anyone nid a listenin ear..

i'll be here

yeaps.

number is.. 9782****

msn.. aiya..

u noe how to get here u noe how to contact mi la!

last thing to tok abt.

when im talkin to him abt some 'big stuff'..

i tok to someone.

and i must sae.

im v troubled by it.

findin solution to minimise the pain.

but... its hard.

esp with mr piggy tellin mi how pain it wld be..

zzzz..

oh well.. wish mi luck!

*ps: mr black stop mentionin wad i sae here outside!

carine

the positive side of every negative.

Tuesday, January 20, 2009; 10:34 PM

hihi..

another day has pass..

had some wonderful times with the gals in school..

laughters and jokes..

slept thru classes..

went for law proj aft classes..

lastly..

outing with mr piggy..

help jie changed her necklace.

den dinner by the playground with green apple..

hahas...

nice..

but im tired out...

therefore..

me gg to bed alrdy.

LOL

night ppl.

carine

Monday, January 19, 2009; 11:28 PM

wee~

first pict taken.. badly taken..

as usual..

carine is sooo not photogenic..

mum askin who comin n who is not..

the F4.. still no news..

better keep in mind to invite them..

kai gt asked..

by his 'gan ma'

=__=''

i cut my hair..

i look freako..

zzz.

can god let mi look like my old self by tmr?

shyt! grr.

carine

i'm for real tis tym.

Thursday, January 15, 2009; 11:31 PM

my gosh!

im sooo tired tdy..

lesson end at 3..

but hav to wait for 2 hrs for somebody.

haha.

if u're askin me hows FYP..

its bad.. so don ask mi.

try the other gals.

but we r relieved to have it over n done with.

tdy..

went to IMM..

it was really little ppl.

either cause its a thurs..

or.. theres really no ppl..

hmm..

bad news for economy.

likai mention abt difficult to find job.

sound scary to me.

hais..

saded.

carine

10 craps per day

3650 craps per year.

12th days.

n im still loving it.

Wednesday, January 14, 2009; 12:13 AM

im sooo in love with him.

i donno.

out of so many guys..

i chosen him.

and i believe he's diff.

to tell the truth.

i hav lots of confidence in him.

every thing he does attract me closer to him.

i'll cherish it dearly.

trust and faith

carine

*pampered n loved*

Sunday, January 11, 2009; 8:53 PM

stress!

don ask y..

cos i wont say.

i refer to fab's blog abt having 10 K.

hmm...

if i had 10 k..

will be giving my mum 4 K.

1K on clothes. (i'll share with my sis n ah herm)

the rest im saving it for studies.

(in case i feel like studying in 2 mth dwn the road.)

yeapps.

tt's all...

gt to wrk alrdy.

thnx for last night.

i love u. =)

carine

Saturday, January 10, 2009; 2:44 AM

hmm..

i've been a bad gal..

been reading someone's blog..

someone's i shdnt even touch..

but.. aft readin her recent post..

im glad she noes how it feels when ppl are nice to u..

not frm the heart..

jus fakin it.

tt's y i never like to pretend.

cos i rather let the person noe tt sth is wrong..

than to let the person assume wadeva done is right.

i hope she noes how it feels when she 'pretend' to b a fren.

when she's actually dislikin me..

im glad she realise her 'frens' arent really real frens.

cos they tok behind 'frens' back..

tho she broke up with him..

its wad she wan..

i wish her luck..

affairs of the heart is so unpredictable..

so.. u nv noe wad wld happen next..

anyway.. wrk was fine

busy.. very occupied..

lorve is occupied with his stuff..

thus..

alone for tdy..

actually i ps him to go wrk first..

LOL

oh well..

its ok ^^

but he's not available tmr.. :(

neither am i.

hahas.. so wont see him till mon..

hais..

my life's been good...

unless u're referin to the stomach tt is singin now..

duh..

im saliva-ing at the tot of gv choc biscuit..

GV peeps.. if u're reading tis..

don finish tt tin of choc biscuit.

leave some for me..

still thinkin i shd go sch tmr..

hmm..

lazy..

feel like slping late.

LOL

AND!

i think FYP coming well..

i gt confident in lina n yiwen..

believe i only need to edit a little when i seen it.

so im quite done..

other than law, chaterin n music

carine

i'm soooo immersed~

Thursday, January 08, 2009; 10:48 PM

woa~

today sure is tired.

i donno wad happen..

but i did nth much..

mayb use too much brain cell in chit lesson...

haha..

wen sae mi will score for his lesson.

duh..

if can jiu happy le..

jus happen tt i noe how to crap thru his lesson.

talk to ah boy till quite late ytd~

tis mornin gt a ride to sch..

with lex's wife.

LOL.

jerome frm avi club lost his lap at the booth.

im stuck.

donno wad to do to console him.

cos..

1. not v close to him.

2. i noe how it feels.. n wadeva anyone do.. wont help.

proj comin up..

1. music appre~

2. law

3. chartering.

4. fyp presentation.

~stress~

after sch...

went out with lorvexx..

ooo.. first tym i hear heart beat so clearly..

haha..

kkinda enjoy it.

hahaz.

oppx. =X

carine schedule is soooo pack.

hais..

how to enjoy yr 3 like tt..

2 more mths only sia..

hais~

i admit..

tis is the 1st tym

i feel so love~ ^^

carine

Wednesday, January 07, 2009; 12:23 AM

3 jan 2009!

new yr celeb. =D

look at the happy fabian =.=

and i wonder wad is ryan tryin to do to ah teck..

nonsense lor tt fab..-.-"

oooo...

heres the pict frm tt night..

fun joy n laufter..

finally finish wad im suppose to do..

so happy n relieve. ^^

cheers.

thanks for the hard wrk..

i love u guys..

n especially him..

never fails to be there.. =D

carine..

Saturday, January 03, 2009; 11:26 AM

hmm..

yesterday was a good one.. went ard vivo..

ok.. not really..

to the burger king and the cinema only..

watch bedtime stories in GV max.

nice~

but most of our tym was spend on the roof...

the warm feeling and the beautiful sight of water.

everything kinda went well till she sms?

oh well.. wad's the biggy abt it?

anyway.. that thingy i hav a share too..

but since..

nvm.

some ppl jus donno how to appreciate.

i hate to have those feelin that..

she's like jealous that im havin all the attention she's seekin

its not my fault.

i don went ard lookin for attention.

i jus hav stuff to talk with the rest..

n i don go ard irritatin ppl.

mind my biz? sure.

wont bother to stand up for her alrdy.

worse thing..

my prev relation has sth to do with her too.

idiot.

mind own biz.. n whose shd b doin abt tt then?

grr.

enuf of frustration..

well..

gg to kai's bbq later.. it think it shd went well.. bring my volka along..

somehow.. drinkin alone is not fun.

n i cant seems to finish it.

but hope they don get drunk totally.

cos im not gg to get my dad to drive his lorry n send those drunkand home.

luckily kai hse gt rms.

hahaha

anyway..

i gt a prob.

n v confuse abt it.

i wanna noe the truth.

i cant keep myself in suspense..

if i continue doin tt..

my 'weird' self will be back.

problemos.

lin

Thursday, January 01, 2009; 7:00 PM

HIHI!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

awww~ 2008passed~

HELLO 2009..

the year pass by so fast..

here i am leavin 2 more mths of school

den *kick*

out i go.. into the university of society.

out of my 11 last yr resolutions..

i've completed 4.

ok.

tt's bad.

but i'll continue to make another set.

to start my new year with. ^^

NYR~

1. NO / reduce vulgarities.

2. be less assertive

3. note on how i interact.

4. smiles>frown

5. drivin license

6. control temper

7. more cookin!

8. b more thrifty

9. adapt to my environment more easily.

10. make more frens.

yeapss..

move on to 2009.

cheers. =D