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Thursday, July 31, 2008; 9:41 PM

im v tired.

yeap

very.

spend too much tym on stupid thing le.

slpt v late last night..

ok..

not realli..

but i was realli mad..

made myself doze off.

woke up at 7 tdy to giv alex a call..

but he was ardy awake.

slpt n woke up at 9..

drag myself to sch.

attend lesson

and wen club wait for lex to go home.

end up flyin..

my 2nd real flight..

its a realli good feelin at flyin..

haha..

but the bud cable came off..

=.=

went home n slack.

grr...

k la.. tym to go back to readin the book.

carine.

realised tt some ppl sure noe a lot.

-.-"

oh shag!

im soooo tired..

tdy hav been a v v v long day..

had my lab test.

den rush to hav lunch with wen wen..

n up to club to finish my gems stuff.

manage to finish in tym..

went quite well for my skit. ^^

only the part abt ordering a fish n chip in a no seafood restaurant

LOL..

went back to club..

accompany someone for lunch,

meet up w wen agn for navy talk.

quite enrichin tho i fell aslp.

went for club activity..

tried to make myself useful..

but eventually gave up due to headache.

fell aslp on the table.

hee..

v comfortably.. slpt for abt 1/2 hr..

went down to club rm for meetin till 9plus

close to 10.

den home swt home..

had mac..

n finally im sooooo tired..

dyin soon..

tt's all..

carine

Tuesday, July 29, 2008; 10:53 PM

aggrr..

bululululu~~

i donno wad am i suppose to feel?

haha..

i so messed up.

donno i shd b happy, sad, angry w myself.

everythin is so luan..

how i wish i have 48 hrs per day

and can tahan days without slp..

oh man~

i so love freedom..

hate to stay at home..

i hope i can wrk real soon!

earn enuf money n get my hse outside.

hate being caged.

carine.

i wish i haven cause any damage to her.

Sunday, July 27, 2008; 9:58 PM

we start w ytd.

floor shift was good.

with vic..

we slack n slog.

aft wrk had brotherly talk w boon..

haven seen him for abt 3 wks(he sae de~)

chat n ate till abt 4 plus.

haha..

v late i noe~

but its worth it.

nv failto love talkin to him.

always make mi feel so good tokin to a big bro.

haha..

yeaps..

today finally meet up w alex to go to JW flyin field.

tgt we hav joshua, glendon n henry..

n u noe wad?

tt is so cool ^^

haha..

u get to see men of all ages flyin..

ranging frm little boys (like alex)

to those pro flyer(abt 40-50 yr old?)

haha..

can see lex is well-liked dere..

cos of his scratch build planes =)

spot the plane. (LOL)

the grp pict of planes.. ^^

er.. one pict i took tt i cant help but thinkin..

uncle mike really loves his planes.

carine

Saturday, July 26, 2008; 4:33 AM

today is a fulfillin day.

went ard seeing new stuff..

learn a lot frm alex..

n he tried to make mi feel tt i belong into the grp..

guidin mi along the way..

n..

being a very poor alex..

he stuggled between materials n his dinner..

=.=

thus i return him his 10 dollar and told him to pay back when he gt his pocket money.

haha..

crazy guy who wld really sacrifice for flyin..

went back to sch for dinner n head to wrk.

b4 headin back sth attack mi on my cheek..

haha..

wrking is fine..

jus gt a little frust over the new staff..

but..

its riddiculous..

as if deres no rules in gv anymore..

doi..

i tried to keep my cool n stay away.

hope tmr wld b better ^^

vic n jialing!

haha..

wana thnx jasmine for advisin mi.

i donno wad to do yet..

but hopefully time will tell..

she rox~

sry for accidentally scratched u!

don mean to =(

carine.

Friday, July 25, 2008; 9:50 AM

im in sch at tis supid hr..

9.54am

damn... another 35mins to go..

think i'll take a nap for a while after bloggin..

well well..

been busy tis few day..

er.. napfa ytd..

grrr...

wasnt realli good..

hopefully i pass everything..

den don have to go back agn..

mafan...

the only thing tt i think i'll fail is shutter run..

damn dots lor..

cos i keep puttin the block on the wrong line.. =.=

honglie's last day liao..

hais..

another fren in gv gone..

n guess wad..

he left a lot assets back for mi..

including my first water bottle in gv..

donno how long it disappear liao..

=.=

i wish him all the best in wadeva he do ^^

i kinda hate the fact tt in poly u cant find a true fren is getting real true.

n damn! i hate tt the fact tt ur frenship can b betray due to personal wants.

some ppl jus can backstab u without any warning..

n noe wad?

they can have smile n fake concern shown on their face

when they actualli hate u to core for wad u done(yet not tell u abt it).

kao..

i rather the person ignore than to giv those false image in front.

how realistic is this wrld..

thus..

dear frens i warn u..

be careful with who are the frens u make..

those tt keep on 'flyin u plane' may not b the 'bad' frens.

*ppl.. tis is an observation frm a fren pt of view..

any similaries on any people or animals are not intentional..

carine ^^

Tuesday, July 22, 2008; 9:55 PM

tis is so wrong.

donno wad's wrong too.

i regret for wadeva tt had happen.

can i rewind?

dinner w ben was good.

he told him his clubbin stories agn.

but at least it put my mind off those thing i shdnt talk abt.

sat w him outside jp.

he do his smokin while i stare out into the sky.

wondering how long is our journey..

told ben he can easily disguise hhimself for ladies night..

he's more feminie than mi.

LOL..

see him play w my ham ham..

so cute..

haha..

carine

i don care wad others think.

really.

Monday, July 21, 2008; 11:29 PM

so sian..

if u wanna noe wad how's my TP?

forget it..

my mum saw the result oso stun..

sian..

niam niam niam..

naggy sia..

im so fed up..

so many boundaries ahead..

how i wish i gt solution..

nvm.

rine

Sunday, July 20, 2008; 12:35 AM

here's an entry dedicated to all my frens

(decided not to wait for F3 liao.)

well..

spend my bday v fulfiling-ly..

haha..

hav to thnx for the money, tym and the effort spent on it.

lorve u guys~

here goes..

my list of pressies..

1. a dream watch

2. 3 perfumes

3. 2 necklaces

4. a pair of shoes

5. 2 boxes of choc

6. an addidas bag

7. 2 hammies

8. tons of sms-es and

9. someone to love =)

yeaps..

tt shd b all.. ^^

im feel v blessed liao..

at least i noe tons of my frens rmb mi..

well well..

the best thing of all is i gained 2 darlings and a dear.

hee..

my two hammies are soo cute..

haha..

tho one is quite hostile to mi.

but u'll love him/her the same.

and a dear..

wad shd i sae abt it?

he jus pop out of no whr~

hee..

i've yet to love someone fully..

hope tym teaches mi.

n allow mi to trust him totally.

yeaps..

thanks to the followin ppl for everythin..

meijie,ling,boon,kai,mon,lun,ryan,wee,yee,stan,bin,qian,fab,long,hau,lie

sab,na,wen,qing,joo,joy,dine,mary,dinah,gur,ain,faz,ming,edw,

glen,alex,ym,henry,zy,zhen,ky,

dai,yq,chiny,jing,liang,walter

n many many more (headache frm thinkin who else)

hee..

i think based on the smses i got hell lot more..

haha..

k la.. tt's all.. wish mi luck for TP tmr!

lol..

carine

Monday, July 14, 2008; 11:55 PM

i celebrated my bday today.. with classmates.

pict with joy

a grp pict. ^^

made a wish..

reflections

tao gia. - (sms-ing under table)

mudpie - gone!

look at the price! 123.45

w my fav ppl

random pic

stairs..

sisters

carine

Sunday, July 13, 2008; 1:41 AM

hee..

wad shd i sae?

im realli happy tdy.

i gt a grp of close frens to pre-celeb my bday.

wanna thanks for forkin out tym n money.

tho its a v small one.

im happy ^^

wanna apologise for the tiredness shown on my face.

haha.

realli tired.

on the way home..

got a familiar boon to pei..

we chatted..

online he told mi sab is cute! woots.

haha..

tt's all..

carine

i love them more than i love myself.

*cheers*

Saturday, July 12, 2008; 5:48 AM

well~

i've been a 'trainer' for 2 days..

LOL..

experience is still ok laa..

the first day is a boy boy..

17 eugene NP.

haha.. a v cute one imust sae..

or shd i sae.. i enjoy makin funn of him?

LOL.

tdy is an ex-staff..

hee..

19 jasmine UOS.

yeaps..

v chatty.. enjoyed talkin to her. =)

oh ya.. sth happened.

the peeps celeb my bday w mi.

was shocked man..

haha.

have to thanks our dear tianfeng n wiley.

hahas.

donno why are they here.. but they celeb my bday for mi

hmm..

n of cos the mastermind.

ryan n boss.

frankly for drivin.

i hav no confident anymore.

so scare. chances of passing is 45%?

hais.

n ya! thanks for the watch!

ps. i noe who suggest tt de..

i donno wad u tryin to sae.

but all i can sae.

i hav been mi. whether faults or not..

i hav totally no intention to hurt anyone.

carine

Wednesday, July 09, 2008; 10:37 PM

cheers.

im shag.

really.

gg to bed.

haha.

cut myself.

pain!

tmr gg to wrk.

saded.

im so blur tt i forgot all abt it.

still tell henry tt i'll see him tmr.

=.=

n ya..

since glen wont read tis..

i take tis chance to scold him!!

bugger!!!

stupid hamster..

irritating.

n ya.. gt tee for the 10 flyers!

woots..

so excited.

carine

.cherish wad u got.

forget wad u don.

it will make u much happier.

holy~

bless mi.

im still here at tis tym..

0251.

haha.. i lazy to push to others to do.

end up doin myself.

hee.

thnx ah gong aka bf aka kor pei-ing mi.

tho i hav to wake him up at 630.

LOL..

wonder shd i slp or not.

its almost 3.

LOL..

finaly finish..

hope chit don penalise me for removin those unwanted de.

hahahaha..

up comin events..

sat-->meetin kai n gang to vivo.

hee..

happy happy..

get to spend tym w ah boy, mon, boon, n the gals.

mon--> joo booked mi

clark quay..

LOL..

fond memories..

the fri aft next.--> meetin kor. =)

yup. tt shd b all.

carine.

..envy w green wont help..

..stand out for urself..

(deres nth between us oso. LOL.)

Sunday, July 06, 2008; 3:12 AM

hee~

let's make a short one b4 i go slp..

2nd day is not tt bad..

but realli shagg..

feel like huggin my turtle agn..

tt dumb guy tt i've been wrkin with wldnt stop callin mi

panda.

damn sad sia.

*sob*

oh well..

i jus ignore him

n he suddenly got so concern.

ask mi ok or not..

hmm

*suspicious*

got extend another 1hr pluss..

total in GV for 10 over hrs.

i m soooo dead..

oh well.

miss watchin planes tdy agn..

but..

i'll do it next wk..

with ym n gang..

think they don mind pei mi~

hee..

lastly..

HAPPY 20th BDAY weilong~

well well..

cherish ur tym!

cos u'll never find a day exactly like the present.

n ya!

weird to noe fabby is soooo EMO~

hais..

wonder which gal so lihai sia.

LOL..

carine

-im plannin sth.

to prevent sth bad frm happenin.-

Saturday, July 05, 2008; 5:09 AM

ok.

let make a quick one.

im left with 7mins of batt life.

lazy to find my charger.

went back to wrk for the first tym in 3 wks tdy.

walked in tot i went into a wrong place..

it looks so foreign liao..

unlike in the past..

anyway

jus came back frm supper.

hee..

and watched 'hancock' with victor sao~

LOL..

wanna thanks ah hau to drive us in his moving coffin.

damn scary ar.. his drivin

i wonder how he pass..

=.=

saw mon-zai tdy..

he look gloomy.

hmm..

wanna thanks glen for promising to help.

no worries im not comin up with anything cheeky de.

tt's all..

carine

*ps. i like guys in shirts.

they look a lot better in them =)

Wednesday, July 02, 2008; 10:14 PM

bulu bulu~

im soooooo tired..

never noe chasing someone to study is sooo hectic.

altho i did tt to lun b4~

but not till tis extend..

esp when tt bugger keep on buggin mi instead of studyin..

zzz.

LOL.

worst thing..

after i did it..

i realise..

how come i nv chase myself to study ar..

kao..

failed one paper.

see le damn sad..

first tym fail until so badly.

nid to buck up liao.

so jealous of him.

got someone to bug him to study.

unlike mi..

fail liao oso no one to cry to.

saded.

hais..

tis is the first tym im so not enthu abt my bday.

like another yr closer to death like tt..

tho i gt a 'hub' to celeb with..

im more enthu abt his than mine =.=

LOL..

HAPPY 20th BDAY vonee! (aka ma!)

hope every yr will be filled with happiness~

lin.

i fell for someone.

i think.