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Wednesday, April 25, 2007; 4:43 PM
-.-ll
went to PS jus now..
this month’s MPA lunch outin..
haha..
didnt get to shop..
so bored..
went for pizza.. n they took a v v long time..
always happen whenever I went for pizza.
Tis few days..
One word..
Peaceful..
or let sae.. my bookworm days..
my mum was shock tt I’ve gotten back to my old days..
carryin a book almost everywhr I go..
found the book tt im lookin for..
New moon..
I lk the bk..
Cos.. of the vampirism n the unusual type of r/l it possesses..
if im the gal in the story..
siann.. hard to choose..
both so good..
only diff is a vampire n werewolf..
which both were suppose to hunt each other down..
worst being ard the two aren’t save..
bloodsucking or being tear out..
almost cried frm reading…
devoted too much feelin into the book le..
haha..
aggrr.. I nid to find a job le..
getting bored n broke.. nid money for my drivin lesson..
any intro??
Gal here des for job which is fun..
has past exp. haha..
sound lk ad..
cold or the warmth?
Monday, April 23, 2007; 2:37 PM
tdy..
another peaceful day I would sae..
hee..
but one prob..
Monday blues..
hard to believe that’s true..
got to get use to the ‘new’ mi..
however..
the old feeling jus don seem to b able to b destroyed..
kao.. saw the old ppl on sat..
wanna greet them.. but..
something stopped mi..
n I let the feelin do so..
refuses to do wad I wan..
believe it’s the best tt way..
but think one of the oldie saw mi..
ignore is wad I did..
Sunday..
meet the robinson..
not bad la.. but I would prefer more scene on ‘tiny’
saw him.. don feel lk makin any response to it..
treat it as if watchin movie n noe no one..
but den hor..
tt yi mon sae I didn’t go n watch movie..
I go le she ignore mi..
Grr..
Haha.. nvm.. sua..
hmmm.. val sae org dinner.. I doubt it man..
unless she prove it..
l8r lk tt time.. fail again..
haha.. jkjk..
mayb w fab supporting it.. it might turn out good..
hmm.. when’s their pay dae?
Aww.. nvm..
haiz..
prob w this ppl agn..
outstandin on the applications
nv noe how to hand in the proper material for their application..
still got one cute lady fax mi a wrong item I wan..
now I have to wait all over agnn….
Grr.. im hungry…
k la..
get back to work..
believe wadeva u wan,
I shall keep my silence
Friday, April 20, 2007; 10:24 PM
here's my post for tdy...
realise smth...
im really getting more short tempered..
real bad..
a little bit can trigger my anger..
and i did it unknowingly..
hais..
all i can do is to control my temper..
*pray hard*
read all the blogs..
realise he's still haven changed..
no way im gg to turn back..
unless he change himself..
but i doubt it..
no one wud noe n tell him wad his prob..
some wud even agree w wad he does..
tsk tsk..
told myself to keep out n i will..
my jie..
smth's wrong..
drinkin..
hmm.. set mi worryin..
shes not those who drinks..
better org a meet up soon..
=)
wed gg to have a lunch outin frm mpa agn
haven told my boss.. but i registered.. -.-ll
realised tt aft i did..
haha..
thurs n fri still got half day course on basic shippin biz..
mon.. best gg to learn new things agn..
haha..
seems so full yet the heart is still empty..
damn..
tt's all..
*sickenin im stuck at hm tdy agn..
all i ask is ****
from anyone..
Thursday, April 19, 2007; 12:34 PM
Im back here to blog..
Haha..
This few days.. only one word can describe it..
Ordinary..
Yep.. all of u must b wonderin.. wad so bad abt ordinary..
Nth bad.. jus tt I dislike it..
Hee..
Too ordinary..
Can someone drop a bomb on mi?
Althou I might b dead at least I had fun runnin n worryin abt before I die?
Haha.. I mus b mad..
Tue… went to vivo..
For ben n jerry..
Tot of gg dere see see only..
But my fren ask mi to join queue..
Doi so weird lor.. my first time.. in a place lk tt.. omg..
But when I got the ice cream.. im satisfied..
Ytd.. I got sore throat.. lol.. cos the ice cream too chocolaty..
Hee..
One of the capt in the office treat lunch..
Chk braini if im not wrong..
Woo.. I love the papadu..
Sort of keropok..
Nice…*grin*
Hmm.. went to library to find the book I wan..
Damnn.. cant find it..
Grr.. all borrowed..
Anione free help mi keep a look out for ‘new moon’ by stephenie meyer..
Nice book man..
Vampires..
Haha..
Realize I sound happy leh..
Ok la.. be satisfied.. hee..
Don care la..
Realize wad I lack is wad my weakness is..
hmm..
doubt I can do anything abt it..
beyong my ctrl..
I made up my mind..
I really wanna learn how to dance!
Mayb tt’s the only thing can help mi..
Release stress I mean..
K la.. long post man..
gtg..
wad u lost may nv b back anymore..
Tuesday, April 17, 2007; 12:15 PM
OK.. I donno wad happen agn..
in my mind there’s a conflict btw myself…
Should I kpo or jus ignore?
If I kpo he might not wan help n get myself into trouble..
But if I don I scare l8r they will make things worst.
Hmm..
Actually im not any whr close to him than a fren’s fren..
But as a fren I really feel lk interferrin..
Thou I told myself not to interfere w anything le..
Aggr..
Think abt tt l8r la..
Time to call tt stupid company!
CUSTARD..
More company to call!!!
After lunch im gg to bomb their phone line..
Ggrr..
So many application yet still cant hand in proper application..
Like young kids lk tt..
Still nid mi to spoon feed them..
Tell them to sign wad and sent wad…
Shitter..
Im sleepy.. damn.. storybk on the table still cant read..
Grr.. how come the story line so nice till I can stop it…
An hr more lunch time…
I don wanna eat..
I wanna slp!!!
should i or should i not?
Monday, April 16, 2007; 5:15 PM
AHH…
I miss school…
grr.. I don wanna work le..
sobx.. so bored..
lookin everyone carrying their bags n lappy to school is terrible..
Hated the stupid Saturday.. cancelled the steamboat..
sorry wen.. was suppose to b ur bday surprise but I removed it.. feelin real bad abt it.. I will have my retribution in july.. hais.. actually I wasn’t havin a gd time on sat too.. left the hse den due to some reason I cancelled it howeva I didn’t go hm.. didn’t feel lk doin so.. so ask a few frens.. finalli found one.. thnx ah bin! Thou he’s there to see mi eat.. hanged ard in JE.. stuck in the library.. (im a borrin person!) lol.. told him.. a real bookworm w a fake one(cos he wore a book worm specs..) anyway.. i still went hm early.. but at least.. I didn’t went hm at 6..
Aggr.. I felt as if im missin smth in my life.. I donno wad.. frens? Love? Or? I donno.. hmm.. sekali I get depression.. lol.. big news.. Carine kena depression.. doi.. so impossible for mi in the past de lor… but if I really got.. den.. I oso donno wad would happen..
Hee.. read a blog.. hmm.. look lk at least I noe one of my fren is happy n livin good.. thou it sound a little too forceful.. but since it is said tis way.. I shall believe it den n wish all the best =)..
K la.. getting back to work le..
can someone open the cell that im lockin myself in?
Saturday, April 14, 2007; 10:48 AM
a new entry..reportin..im fine.. ok laat least im still alive here typing..work still issuing COE.. jus learn the email thingy..complicated.. lol..isolation period.. nice..at least im in peace.. thou the temptation to pick up the phone n sms is v strong..but ok la.. got one nice guy (not related to GV) laming ard.. so i guess u can sae good lorr..i hate the peacefulness.. but i nid it..hais..saw the two toopid couple reaction..donno wad to do w them..but i sae i wont interfer den i wont..Ah Bin sick.. haha.. told him not to smoke to much..jus shok my advice away..cos he heard frm mi lots of time..lol..yep.. tt's all..gg out l8r!!! *grinning*there's always a way out somehow..
October 2006