the joy.

welcome.

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.my world

welcome to my little enclosed world.

Pls do not take anything i say here to heart
i am jus ranting. ^^

If you cant take it, kindly close the window
otherwise share your thoughts with me =D

memories and rants

Tuesday, September 30, 2008; 1:35 PM

eeek..

bugger..

why do ppl enjoy sms mi while im desp need my slp?

im so deprived frm slp le..

why they jus cant leave me alone.

GRR.

n now!

i cant slp le..

nuts..

tonight BOX closing and still don hav enuf slp.

*bish*

ytd pei my dear fren supper..

haha..

he's wanting a slap frm mi.

v obviously.

haha.

anyway..

because he's deprived frm gal..

i jus shuddup.

went to gombak for supper.

prata!

den 651 to chat till 4..

hahah..

heard lots of rumours..

esp.. the BIG SPEAKER.

LOL..

he's finally in river of love.

haha..

good luck..

tt kai..

anyhow spread abt mi ar..

wait till i spill beans abt him

LOL.

carine.

how in the world?

Monday, September 29, 2008; 10:03 PM

eek

tdy has been a wonderful and tiring day..

haha..

woke up and met lex at 1030 at BL ctrl stn.

went to bugis to art fren.

bought my depron n some stuff lex and glen need.

den we head back to sch..

woa.. gt to serious wrk.. finish our plane in 2 hrs!

so happy..

its a realli simple plane..

gentle glidin..

HOWEVA..

i accidentally land my beloved plane on the tree..

god.

bloody hell took 2 hrs to make the plane from frm the tree.

gt blister frm climbin fence..

LOL..

i know v cartoon..

cos i nv climb b4..

lol..

my good frens! (on the way to retrieve my plane)

my plane ( frm the back)

my plane (frm the front)

my plane on the tree.. saw it?

LOL

carine

u said i don care..

not as if u do.

Friday, September 26, 2008; 2:59 AM

i still refuses to live in reality..

no matter how much bullshyt i talked abt reality

n the non-existence of fairy tale.

a hope for tt still exist within my heart..

hais..

my fave pict since young.

a pure heart of kindness =)

carine

all messed up with love.

Saturday, September 20, 2008; 11:14 AM

i'm back to blog.

not tt i recover.

still down.

but i can walk n fly.

jus get tired easily..

haha..

sth happy to share abt..

my tee thingy settle liao.

the design can b access frm kai's blog.

white n gold.

gv peeps..

kindly pay up!

im like loan shark sia..

hais..

but wad to do..

im broke~~~~~

n i don hav a rich guy behind mi supporting mi hor!

tsktsk..

my voice got better..

its out of wall-e's range..

abt to scold vul at da ge le..

hahaha..

sang my fav song

a little out tune..

but im happpy enuf..

tmr vessel visit im not able to go.

cos my hse renov.

lied to lect tt im sick..

not really a lie..

but im really sick. jus tt hav to play a part at home.

hav not been ard at home for so long.

feel guilty le.

yeapps..

gg to work later..

a little sian..

but i'll try my best to fulfil my mission as a mid floor~

carine

Thursday, September 18, 2008; 7:57 PM

i'm back frm my another 'stay away frm home' event.

tt would b the last one for this hol i guess..

i cant take it le.

had alrdy fallen sick.

sian..

end up my jamming thingy really jammed.

idiot.

the chalet

1st day: went at 7 reach at 9 plus.

my royal presence (as alex had mentioned:))

everyone waited for mi.

i apologise for tt.

but when i reached..

we realised alex bike was incapable for long dist..

thus, as a big sis of his..

i sacrificed.

end up rotting ard w ryan dan, ben n ken.

den acc uncle glen to stroll..

went to bed for half an hr den its my turn to bike.

went to downtown east for breakfast.

2nd day. rot agn.

den went to the beach n see sea creatures.

prepare for BBQ until we start cookin.

i giv up on it eventually.

rot ard till i rcv a call frm kai to eat tau huay.

went w mon him n sharon.

came back jus in time to sing alex bday song.

HAPPY 18th BDAY ALEX!

den its time for drinkin.

glen taught mi sth i shdnt learn but i learn it anyway

drank beer

den played truth or dare.

was a little high..

den last one i kena.

dare.

sian. they gave mi one tt is impossible.

end up down a vodka.

zzz.

god.. head went spinnin.

worse than the cruise.

but ok la. jus went to bed peacefully.

lol.

3rd day i'm the early birdie..

lol

showered n gt ready for jammin.

only to find out i hav no voice alrdy.

saded.

packed up n went to bedok for lunch w alex WH n glen

had carrot cake and sourplum sugar cane (NICE!)

den we went to mac to see tt spidy..

hairy n scary..

grr..

den i gt a call frm my mate YC

zzz..

i was like waitin for some sms to tell mi tt he's dere..

den he ended up tellin mi everyone dere whr mi?

vart the hell~

anyway i jus stroll dere and find out

our beloved nesh not dere yet.

=.=

left w/o him to st pat.

for god sake i nv noe its a boy sch.

duh..

nice recordin rm n a lousy OM.

LOL.

listened to the melody tt it has transformed into..

not bad..

SAVIO rox!

haha..

but its hard to sing on our part.

not tt i've tried tho.

hee.. no voice.

damn sad..i cant even sing my fav song n i sound like wall-e

sobb..

went home early n slp like a log.

god..

siann.

tt's all..

carine

i donno wad the hell happen w u back dere.

i tot all was over?

y u did tt for?

sendin mi back to hell?

Sunday, September 14, 2008; 11:06 PM

hey peeps...
im back frm cruise..
hahaha..
ok..
im back on thurs..
jus too lazy to blog..
blame it on the worms
hee..

hmm.. here's a summary of wad i did..

1st day
upon entering the cabin
all we do is unpack!
haha.. my fav dress n stuff.
went for lunch
workshop workshop..
dinner.
workshop.
practically no life n went to bed at 1 plus

day 2
workshop agn..
den we step ashore..
penang!
^^
wad i do?
nth much buy stuff for parents.
food actualli
den we gt
dinner and wrkshops agn..
aft tt..
i didnt went for bed!
i went for a sing-along session
with capt savio n gerard
n of cos the dns guys ^^
nice vocal i must sae.
with the guitar it's almost perfect.

day 3
mornin.. tired.
breakfast n get ready for phuket..
shop shop shop.
leg pain.
we gt separated cos it will only make the trip b faster.
down pour..
wet!
didnt buy anythin.
zzz.
not a lot..
jacuzzi
workshop and den off i go..
drinkin!
yum..
i donno wad im drinkin..
but its good.
cos once it goes down.. it warm ur inside ^^

day 4
one wrd..
WORKSHOPs~
zzz..
after 1 am~
party..
didnt slp at all..
ok.. did.. 15 mins.
watched the sunrise w mark n weixiang.
was froze.
cos my jacket smell of wad's left of the night.

tym for embarkation
pack n go!
haha.

yeaps.. pic tym..

on the way to penang

in the pool~

me and sab ^^

the gals~

my accomplice for drinkin..(ok half of it.)

carine
HAPPY 19th BDAY FABIAN!!

Saturday, September 06, 2008; 9:00 PM

heh heh heh

one last entry b4 i go cruising tmr.

nth exciting..

not realli lookin fwd.

but..

ok la.

hee..

mama tok to mi jus now.

ask mi abt relationship stuff..

zzz..

ok..

she kinda brainwash mi..

made mi realise im a bad partner.

oh well.

regret wont bring the relationship back.

unless..

???

enuf..

got to continue packin..

all the best to alex tmr

adieus

carine

Thursday, September 04, 2008; 2:49 PM

hey peeps!

im back.

funeral went well..

and guess my gramp can rest in peace.

this week was a little difficult.

but thanks to some frens who stood by.

especially kai..

who stayed the whole night accompanying me.

and tar hau n gang for gg prata supper tgt.

im still fortunate.

lost something yet..

i found other stuff tt is valuable too.

hmm..

gg for cruise soon..

7th sept. sunday.

after that most possibly will be headin down to pasir ris for chalet.

den home on 12th.

a whole wk not at home.

hopefully cruise will help mi to wash away those unhappy memories.

although kai sae leave the sch stuff behind..

its impossible when i got a FYP waitin and a plane un-made.

hee..

i didnt forget abt the plane.

the body was broken.

will finish it asap.!

here some stuff for u guys to b amaze abt:

http://sg.news.yahoo.com/afp/20080904/tts-science-sex-love-genetics-behaviour-c1b2fc3.html

studies made on human..

finding..

Heterosexuals are deeply attracted to individuals whose faces are similar to that of their opposite-sex parent, they said, suggesting that this characteristic is rooted in an evolutionary drive.

The researchers found a significant correlation in facial similarities between a woman's mate and her father, and also between a man's partner and his mother.

A man's lover and his mother tended to have similar fullness in the lips, width of mouth, as well as length and width of jaw.
For women, the critical features were the distance between mouth and brow, the height of the face, distance between the eyes and the size of a man's nose.

The studies concluded:

"Human couples who are similar in physical and psychological characteristics are more likely to remain together than dissimilar partners, possibly leading to an increase in fertility"

(ps. means female who wan kids. find a guy who are similar to u)

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here's some serious stuff for GV peeps.

im currently makin a shirt -dry fit -similar to jersey.

yeap.

color wld b black w red or white with orange.

decision on the no. on the shirt, initial and size is to b made.

kindly sms/email/inform me if u're interested.

carine

maybe its the best tis way.

wall-e w samuel n qian later ^^