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Monday, October 30, 2006; 8:50 PM
~finalli~
todae is a half baked dae..
happi stuff..
-wen wen n the sis patches up le(think so!)
-met up w my bf(best fren), walter..
-went for movie--prestige!!
bad/sad stuff-jetty jump tis fri-e learning next wk-ica the week aft next-cnnt relax as much as before liao..``hopes``-hope things will cont to improve w the sis..-everyone do well for ica-jetty jump go smoothly--no one injuire-meet up with all my dear old frens-he will 'rao le wo'-stop lettin mi feel pressurize-more conversation with *ymk*><-more frens!!
Thursday, October 26, 2006; 1:39 AM
**fights--with frens--with the popper!!**
*yawn*.. yea i know.. up late. here. writin. tired. hee..today is a 'fulfillin day'(or isit ytd?) nvm.. obviousli we sis sort of 'quarrel' with our third sis.. scolded vulgarities b cos of tis.. (shitt.. i was not suppose to scold!!) hais nvm.. scolded. aniwae.. i wasnt reallin sure was it my fault or wad.. i do reflect of stuff like tis.. to see who's fault realli it b longs to.. but realli.. i think everyone shld do the same as i do.. instead of thinkin that its other's fault and nv noe that prob always lies with oneself.. i hate to sae this.. but ppl in this world ought to do tt.. ``REFLECTION`` --so prob will not keep on occurin.. n stop.happi stuff.. tmr(or todae?!) one of my freaky 4 member's bday!! Jiejing.. yipeee!! okie.. went shoppin with yq for pressie.. shopped the whole jp.. actualli tot that i wld b the onli one shoppin but fortunateli when i called her.. she's at hm!! haa.. up n down the escalator.. finalli.. decide smth for her!! cannot sae out.. l8r she read my blog den no surprise le.. planned a surprise for her tmr!! special guest to celeb her bday w her.. sad thing is mi n yq not gg vivo w her le.. believe tt we''ll de dead beat frm sch tmr.. **realli sorrie for it** but nvm makin up at lunch!!hee.. hope she like the pressie!!!work. okie la tdy.. like almost quarrel w MK like tt.. okie.. i over reacted for some stuff.. but.. thats mi wad.. haa.. washed the popper.. someone sae programmer can wash popper better than me.. i was angry till the extend i vented the anger on the popper.. and.. its cleaned!!! haa.. sad to say angry can b a good thing aft all!! hmm. wastage. 4 jumbo.. shitter.. 1 for mk, wl(stayed back to help), th and cl.. hee happily enjoyed themselves.. i have NONE!! okie i don eat hotdog.. nvm.. worst thing.. im the onli gal(don count manager) at wk todae.. toturous.. visit the toilet n candy bar at the same time!! dots.. hee thats all got to go slp.. panda is my name le.. 0.0 zhappi belated bday rachel!!GW u better sae hi to mi!! or i'll classify u under '
stalker!'
Tuesday, October 24, 2006; 7:12 PM
+b0 lia0+
hee.. im back with more stuff.. ^ ^ haha.. went to plaza sing ytd.. with my sisters``sab``lina``xue``me``.. went there for lunch.. we had mos burger.. haa.. not bad except for the fact tt i had lots of mayo in the burger.. yum yum.. the tot of it makes mi feel like eatin again.. hee..after that i offer my comp passes to them.. got two choice of movie.. rob-b-hood or world trade center.. of cos we got lots of conflict.. donno which to choose..(i wan rob b hood) however, they seem to wan wtc except sab jie.. but nvm aft some childish 'oh ya peh ya song' n 'scissors paper stone' we ended up watchin wtc.. bad movie.. almost fell aslp.. haa... mayb cos im too tired ba.. but sisters are in tears.. guess its too touchin.. (did i cry?.. of cos no la.. i so strong..*bleah*) durin the movie.. ma call mi..oppx* in some trouble le.. didnt told her.. hee..bid my sis immediateli aft the movie.. hopefulli they don mind n enjoyed the movie.. didnt ask for their opinion.. was aslp ytd once i was at home.. hee.. as i said too tired..smth bad abt slpin earli.. once i was awake.. i start thinkin abt lots of things *damn it* tot of my relationship with 'him' haiz.. hopelessly hopeless.. sms with kor(hl).. told mi there are blangala hangin ard jp.. ask mi b careful.. hopefulli weilong will walk mi to bus stop.. haa.. but as if im afraid like tt.. *bleah* ++shittt++haven repli him..hmm.. l8r will sms weilong.. hope he free tmr acc mi go gai gai for pressie.. don wanna go alone.. since im workin tmr.. hee.. k la.. guess i go liao.. wanna slp again.. zZz.. fri!! man-over-board!!
power boat here i come!! haha.. will update when free!!
Thursday, October 19, 2006; 12:03 AM
**cruise**
weE.. im back from my trip.. haha.. overall its an enjoyable one except there's some part realli siann and i was normalli there fallin asleep.. haa.. but that's mi.. woo now almost 12 le, yet im still here typing away.. neglectin my ITSB ICA tmr.. haiz.. that's life..hee..
hmm.. let mi briefly go thru wad i've been doin during the camp.. haa..
-1st day.. we were told to assemble by 11.. reach there abt 10 plus.. waited n sat there till 12plus plus..hmm.. up next is lunch!! shit.. got stuck on the cutleries-we do not noe which fork spoon or knife are we suppose to use.. after discussion we decide to do it our own way.. haa.. went for talk but a guy who went climbin mount everest.. quite interestin n inspirational.. aft tt.. i don feel like saein animore cos there were more talks.. haha.. l8 at night we went to disco.. got chased out.. ended up in ktv.. sing old songs.. with DNS mates.. enjoyed ourselves till 3 plus in the morn..-2nd dae..main thing of the dae was to explore the whole ship includin the engine room and the galley(kitchen).. we sae mani mani machinery.. and a enomous rice cooker hat cook the share of 400 ppl.. can actualli fit benjamin in.. lol.. at night we ended up in hermione they all's rm.. tok crap till 12 plus den go slp..-3rd day..wee!! the day finalli came for shore leave.. we went to phuket (which mean mountains) the beach there is absoluteli fantastic.. unlike east coast.. it's sea is realli blue n green.. aggr.. i didnt take ani pict with the sea.. upon reachin the first thing we saw is bikini(wait! i don wear bikini--i acc my frens go buy) hee.. v nice for some of them.. but no way i am gg to wear it..cant imagine myself wear it too.. too hiong alrdy.. i actualli toured ard the whole potong beach's shops but one thing i realli hate tt place is tt there lots of 'se peh peh' whistlin at u tryin to 'ta shan' you de.. haiZ.. didnt realli manage to get anything..didnt even have any sovenir lor.. sian half way le.. lots of imitation of billabong(we think tt maybe its b cos tt billabong is easier to imitate..)-3rd day->2nd part.. aft the beach thingy we realli rushed back to prepare ourselves for the gala dinner.. whr we have to wear formalli to attend the dinner.. all of us are realli fine ladies n gentleman.. i dressed in the black dress which i felt v uncomfortable in.. however realli wanna thanks Rain frm DMR to style my hair up for mi.. reali happy abt it.. hee.. aft dinner n the grp photo my grp decides to watch a performance in lido in which i have no interest in thus i went back alone n saw adam who is gg to enjoy the night w DNS.. sob sob.. (realli happi seein him otherwise im stuck in the cabin)hee..=P spent the night w them n party cum slp till 3 plus b4 returnin .. hee..-last day.. which is tiday.. elearnin in the morn, grp presentation in the noon.. boring stuff but did it anyway n try to enjoy it as much as possiible.. haiz.. finalli reach home with my heavy luggage.. haa.. ``aftermath``//guess i can sae tt i realli enjoyed myself tis few days//although no shuai ge, i get to noe a cartoon character lol!//think tt this camp realli bring us closer together -at least we get to noe more ppl//look like i nid my bed now--back ache le.. sob..//hope the haze will go away soon.. frens are gettin realli irritated w the haze..//wish tmr ica will not b too difficult..=D
Saturday, October 14, 2006; 12:07 AM
~co0l daE..~
Hi, im back!! today is a very fulfillin dae(in terms of mind) for pocket.. it's not so satisfyin due to a big hole.. haa.. yea.. was havin lesson at poly marina.. went onboard sp dover.. realli cool lor.. so mani thing to learn onboard ship aggr.. but i hate the floatin part makes mi giddy.. hee.. well.. went shoppin todae.. with my kor(wl).. hmm.. damn shiok de.. cos we literalli travel to 3 areas to shop..First of all.. went to bugis to shop for present for my fren's bday.. hee.. howeva im unable to control myself n bought a tortise back home (heng ma nv realli discover it) den we walk abt here n there finalli decide to change venue.. aggr.. suddenli he sae watch movie.. god.. realli sudden sia..den there we are at plaza sing for movie but decided that none of the show suit my timming den we was discussin whr to go next.. hee.. was thinkin of orchard de.. howeva it was rainin outside..`ferget it`.. was thinkin of walkin in the rain de.. but he scare l8r i fall a sick(so swt huh?.. as if) think he was being lazy to walk.. haa.. finalli.. went back to JP.. he still moanin abt gg to movie...*don feel like it* promise will go when i return from my trip.. he's satisfied.. lol.. finalli found a pressie for my dearie sis.. got her a necklace.. hope she like it.. cos i don.. dislike the jewel that is shiny..went to tis fashion to find a simple dress for the dinner on cruise.. hmm aft sometime he finalli persuade mi to get it.. i'm such a fussy princess.. hais.. no choice..hmm.. finalli finish my luagage thingy le.. left my dress.. my tolieties not done onli.. otherwise im ready to go! tokin to a fren who jus got confession.. like i sae wooin ppl n gettin woo is nv a good thing unless both parties like each other.. tokin abt tt.. im still ponderin wad will happen next btw us.. god noe.. i give up! thinkin soo much will oso bcome nth.. haiz.. see ya when i get back!!
Thursday, October 12, 2006; 12:22 PM
``tr0ubles0me``
hmm.. new skinn.. not bad bah.. haa.. tho a little too typical.. but i'll work on it de.. still got lots of bl0og haven work on.. esp freaky4 and my class blog.. well.. i'm thinkin of gettin a class blog(1a21 n 22) so we can share our views n announcement together... hmm so cool... we can oso post our picts and encouragement for one another together.. ^^actualli im in school now.. nth to do.. my frens doin their own stuff n mi starin so think i might as well update my blogg.. haa.. siann gg to cruise in 3 days time.. so far wad i noe abt it is tt we are to bring a formal wear!! oh god.. my greatest fear.. i cant dress up de.. cant even wear a dress properli n worst.. high heel will definateli make mi fall de.. another thingy.. sat got to work.. den at night gonna celebrate my sis's bday(15/10) but too bad sun im leavin in the morn..have to reach harbor front by 11am.. hmm.. donno how's the trip i hope its a fulfillin de.. don wanna waste my time and stuff..siann.. not able to bring him with mi.. ask mi go de.. but he did not manage to go.. *sad* worst thing is tt i don even noe how he feel abt mi.. shld i go n ask him abt it.. or jus try to forget him as he might b the guy tt i should b with.. aft all.. nvm.. wad's the big thing that make mi unable to decide is wad he told mi before.. hais.. k la.. stop here.. if i cont.. i donno how bad my headache will get.. shit.. realised that i still got 1/2 hr more sia.. wad the hell.. nvm i go find something to play or watch.. haa.. ^^
Monday, October 09, 2006; 11:51 PM
cOnfUsiOn
y0.. i'm bacK wItH morE thinGy.. hmm.. i'M onE peRsOn fIlleD witH 'lucK'! toDay iM laTe to wOrk.. 11minS!! hais.. sAd thIng.. wHicH mEaN bY caLculaTioN mY m0Vie caRd wIll b dEtaiN for (11mins + 7 = 18days..) oppX.. sO lonG siA.. nVm.. nO movies tHat i wAn ComiN on.. heng.. hee..the aIrcOn brOke dowN in GV agaiN.. sOme cuStoMer asK wHetheR got rEbaTe a Not.. haa how dO u wAn mi to anS it? 'yeS there are' 0r 'no, u jus v TS' haha.. aNiwae i jUs sMilE..^ ^hmm 12 am le.. still heRe tyPin away.. iF my ma waKes up.. iM a gonEr.. haha.. i've even feel asleep in clasS todaY firsT time sIa.. uNtil v jIalaT thINk thE GEMS lecT goiN to Hate mi For sUre. slP thru the Role pLAy seSsiOn.. haa.. =Dwell.. i gUess i'M feelIn a LitTlE losT le.. i hatE cOnfesSion fRom boys.. esP thOse i trEat thEm lIke broS.. iT makE mi fEel rEalli unEasy and UpsEt knOwin tt wAd thEy feEl aBt u iS nOt hoW u fEel Abt theM aNd reJectioN is alwaYs haRd.. aS this senerIo alWays haPpen..``ppl u like nv likes u, yet the vice versa always happen``
Sunday, October 08, 2006; 8:40 PM
GuMmy dAy..
heE.. mY secoNd eNtrY le.. sO haPpi at leAst im uPdatin iT.. hMm juS camE baCk fr0m m'sia.. frEakin tIred.. nOt aT leAst eNjoyaBle aT aLl.. bUt worst tHing iS thaT i dIdnt bUy anY guM baCk.. wAs haLf dEaD on mY joUrNey.. cOs slP at 3 laz niGht.. did cLosin buT.. goT my movie CaRd.. dAmn haPpi!!=DgEe.. untiL now i stiLl haveNt compleTe mY IT hMk.. d0ts.. toOk mY 4 jiE's wOrk aS ref. okie.. not rEallI coPy oNli aS rEfEreNce!!haA.. coS ssTuck aT iT foR 4 daYs le.. haIs..hMm.. boTh Hl n wL kor nOt oN9.. muX be at wOrk.. tmR stiLl niD to wOrk.. haiS.. h0pefulli nO shOrtagE aT boX.. thAt tIme i sHort 10 buckS loR.. sIann..tmR gg to cOm lAb w mY daJie.. hOpe evEry tHing wiLl goEs wEll.. lOok lIke cFm gG to tHe 'mEl cAmp' alsO lE..(oN crUise..)``prayIn rEaL hArd thAt iT wOulD b Fun`` XDthInK im Gg to pRomiSe my Jie thEy alL that i'Ll buY sMth Back!! = i'M gg to brOke le.. d0ts..k la i stop hEre.. cya!
Saturday, October 07, 2006; 4:06 PM
mY first p0st!!
kaeS.. this will be my first post.. so happy donno how long i actuali spend on this.. hais.. cant be helped im a noob in computers.. hmm.. first of all, i wanna thnx my 4 jie for helpin mi.. and kor for helpin although he didnt realli help anything (onli tok crap) haa.. hMm.. think i'll stop here for now since i don have much time left befor gg to work le haa..
**ps. this time i realli realli promise tt i'll update my blog de!! haa..
..rine..
October 2006