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Saturday, March 31, 2007; 12:03 PM

last entry of the mth..

this mth certainly is not a good one..
lost quite a number of frens..
stayed up thru the night ytd..
donno wads wrong with mi..
how i wish i can forget my entire memory..
so luckily my supper pal having his bdae party..
ended up sitting on my bed till i fell aslp..
ya.. tt's all i wanna sae..
since evrything will come to an end..
soon...

cya..
hope..
4jie enjoy her camp..
2jie wud get little scoldin..
3jie wud b happier..
dajie smile more..
ah joo enjoy herself..
jo will enjoy her sch life..

so long...

Wednesday, March 28, 2007; 3:45 PM

Morning!!
Okie.. its still another 10mins before lunch..
Here I am doin bloggin durin work..
Cant help it.. im damn sian.. ya theres work..
But not satisfyin.. hee..

Jus end smsin walter..
Cos he sms real fast cant do my work.. hee..
Will talk to him agn one of these evenings..

*yawn* really tired man…
slept at one forty-five in the morning..
tok crap on phone.. cos my fren like not happy
so sacrifice my little slp lorr..
now with my panda eyes n a growlin tummy, im facing a computer that lag like siao..

hee.. jus came back funan ctr…
go there rot den stupid it rain.. wth..
n worst thing is go dere w a hungry stomach n came back with a painful stomach..
is god trying to tell mi not to go out this evening?
But how can I not go?
Really sian aft one whole day at wrk..

One more consideration… are they gg out w mi or not??
Hais.. till now still no news.. kinda worried..
Worst to worst go home n slp..
But I really feel like gg k box lehh..
So long nv blast le.. haha..

K la I better get back to my borring work..
Zzz..

i feel so mmuch freedom now..

Saturday, March 24, 2007; 2:28 AM

did a test n this is wad i got..
-v long sia..

You have a balanced brain — able to draw on the strengths of both the right and left hemispheres depending on context. Typically, people with balanced right and left hemispheres are very comfortable with switching between local and global perspectives — that is, paying attention to both small details and larger issues when the circumstance indicates. That means they can identify elements that make up an image or situation and also attend to the larger, more holistic pattern or unified whole that those details comprise. You are able to capitalize on the left hemisphere's skills in verbal communication as well on the right hemisphere's focus on patterns and association making. This rare combination makes you a very creative and flexible thinker.Depending on the situation, you may rely on one hemisphere or the other. Some situations may lend themselves to using your right brain's creativity and flexibility while other situations may call for a more structured approach as dictated by your left brain.That's how your brain processes information. And while your dominant brain hemisphere certainly contributes to the way you process information, there is also a style of learning, unrelated to your dominant hemisphere, that determines the ways in which you are best able to pick up information. When you're learning something new, your dominant brain hemisphere will want to take over. But there are times when the information being presented is not well suited to your dominant hemisphere's abilities. That's why, in addition to your hemispheric dominance, you also have a style of learning that is dominant for you. Whether you know it or not, you are naturally predisposed to learning things visually, aurally, or through a combination of the two. Your test results show that you are avisual learner.

VisualVisual learners focus on information their eyes pick up when trying to learn new information. They learn best when they rely on visual patterns because they prefer to “see” what they are learning more than “hear” what they are learning. They respond well to symbols, written words, images, diagrams, and photos. For this reason, they probably like to have a pen and paper around to take notes, to doodle in a meeting, or to try to synthesize other data. Drawings and pictorial representations often support the information they are receiving aurally and ultimately are what might anchor their knowledge to a given subject. Even if visual learners have printed material in front of them, they still might wish to take additional notes, to add marks to the paper in order to feel they are learning what they need to. It's likely that visual learners prefer to write a phone number down and try to memorize the numbers on a page or the pattern they create when dialing instead of listening to the number and repeating it. They remember by writing things down and communicate well in this mode. Visual learners are often better at getting their points across through the written, more than the spoken word. This isn't to say they don't ever rely on their ears instead of their eyes. Of course there are numerous instances, which call for them to do so. All this really means is that they're predisposed to learning through their sight.About 65% of people are visual learners.

sure or not?

but quite true.. haha

hee.. im back..

this time im at hm.. hee..

woa.. went for movie tdy.. sian.. first time in my life two movie at one go..

my activity tdy goes this way.. reach JP..

woa.. long queue.. went to leslie counter.. he smiled at mi!!

lol.. den got the two set of tix..

meet up my mum at CB saw ah wee~

he gave mi a shocked face..

lol.. so happy..

went in saw fabby.. lol.. went dere specially to see him lehh..

hmm watch the movie.. wth damn scary..

worth watchin thou story like v familiar but overall not bad..

3.5/5? hee.. im a generous chap..

called ah qing..

help fab to clear hall n meet up w ryan.. acc mi to dinner..

wad the.. mani ppl sia..

den kena kajiao didnt get a good dinner.. zzz

met up w ah qing.. saw wendy come in asked her to join us.. hee..

tok lots of crap w her.. hee..

long time since i saw her..

intro qing to ah peh n wendy..

hee..

woa.. this movie im givin 4.5/5..

tt 0.5 is cos of step up is better.. ok bias..

but i cant help it.. hee..

walk ah qing half way hm..

den ah peh walked mi hm or

let sae i walk him halfway to bus stop?

den i ran hm.. so scare of the darkness.. esp tt sound.. lol..

hee tt's all for the day..

*yawn*

in my heart there's an empty hole..

waiting for someone to fill it up..

Friday, March 23, 2007; 12:53 PM

Hmm.. doin bloggin at office hrs.. hee..

but on ms wrds of cos.. do on blogger ltr I get kill ar..

its abt another 40mins before lunch.. hais..

n this stupid network damn slow..

Donno how long it gg to take.. ZZZ..

Aggr..36 more mins..

why does the time pass so slowly..

omg omg.. can hear my stomach calling out le..

ate like so many tibits le.. yet it don seems to help..

Hmm.. latest update.. esp on tues..
Hee.. went to Singapore yacht club.. celebrated my dear fren walter’s birthday
Hee.. was really happy tt we finally get to meet aft.. abt 4 mths? Blamed mi for not meeting donno is who got exam n tests comin den cnnt meet mi de.. haha.. forget it.. well had dinner n sherbert(is tis how it spell?) all in his account.. felt bad for doin so.. cos all goes into his mum acc.. hais.. but I ate it aniwae.. love the sherbert.. numb my tongue sia.. then tt dudu.. sae don wan.. aft the first taste of it.. love it str away.. see I so good.. let him take the first mouth of the sherbert.. use my spoon some more.. heyy.. I feed the birthday boy.. look like my luck this yr will get better? Haha.. tt dudu actually believe I only giv him a card for his bdae.. can u believe it? Hais.. carine whr got so cruel?? Haha.. got him a pen.. (actually I intend to pocket it.. cos I like it v much too..) hee.. yeap.. realize he change?? He said he’s cruel.. whr got.. he still a guai kia.. only like to pretend he’s guai lan.. but really I feel grown not tt childish anymore.. shh don sae le ltr his head con’t to expand.. lol

Phew~~ I feel so much better.. finally picked myself up.. life’s not bad.. if u think its beautiful.. hee.. gg for movie ltr w my parents n fren? Er not tgt.. is one aft the other.. hee..
K la.. last 10 mins le.. finally!!

See ya~~

i love myself!!

Wednesday, March 14, 2007; 10:15 PM

i hate the way i m living my life..

its so miserable..

i felt cheated of my feelin..

not entirely by him but by myself oso..

i hate the way i believe in ppl..

the way i refuse to reject ppl

the way i tried to put everyone's feelin before myself..

i detest myself for fallin for him..

Saturday, March 10, 2007; 2:41 AM

yo!

another week has pass..

jus in a blink of eyes...

many things happened..

cos so much confusion till i cant handle..

i cant help it..

it made mi feel the way i shdnt have..

so ppl out there.. got prob don find mi..

i'll end up cryin instead of helpin..

no outing for this week..

except wed.. went to movie w a fren..

ah bit.. not bad.. except lackin a x factor..

i guess shud b surprise ba..

everythings seem to b predicted.. so not much suspense..

tt y a little boring..

tdy in company i start issuin cert le..

abt 4-5 cert not in proper.. 1 of them big prob..

hais.. cos i was smsin..

not really payin attention..

so a price to pay..

to tell the frank im really quite fed up with this fella..

why is he so stupid?

a gal who love him so much he don wan..

yet he still push her away..

i seen the gal..

she's quite perfect..

character the way every guy like it to b..

the look every guy wish their gf cud have..

so wad's his prob..

his fren told mi..

he seems des tt time..

but if he is.. why wud he reject?

i don get it.. i really don..

i wish him all the best.. i donno how to help him..

aniwae.. movie tmr..

agn yep..

letter frm iwo jima..

not bad.. my fren told mi..

so i was thinkin of gg.. but now..

nvm.. wake up le den decide..

in my eyes, all i wish for is a happyness..

even for a moment i will b satisfied..

Saturday, March 03, 2007; 11:42 AM

yoyo~

sorri so long didnt update le..

hee. im always sayin tmr..^ ^

shall update abt my whole week at work

first dae..

went there early abt 5-10 mins..

security guard sae edmund not here go down n wait..

okie.. saw my colleague downstairs..

know only ks.. damn sad..

damn 3 guys came le we went up..

edmund here enter ur name in the book.. borrin.. lol..

wel.. edmund tried to break ice.. but like cnnt like tt..

cos we realli donno each other..

lunch time! took a shuttle bus to vivo.. have superdog..

er.. doesnt take as good as i wanted it to b..

hee..

anyway went back n he talk abt his lecture on s'por port..

2nd day.. was abt the same except more lecture..

i grew closer to the gals le.. but the gap still there..

3rd day.. better day.. at least i get some hands on..

we walk ard the console.. learn wad the operator do..

meet up w senior n he taught us how o use the data base..

cool man.. stil nid to talk to those barges or bunkers..

hee. learn plenty n noe wad we r gg to face..

4th day.. edmund show us the real thing when u r a op..

wad u will see on the screen..

woa

n how ship causes a collision..

told us the rules of the road(COLREG)

hee..

5th day.. big day..

we get to know whr we r posted too..

was holdin onto the hope tt i'll get posted to the port op..

but he still decide to put mi in MPA main office..

shyt..

but nvm.. all i hate is the time, the things tt i'll b doin..

paperwork..

worst.. registry of ship.. oh god..

forget it..

k la.. i'll stop here..

aniwae.. i did smth tt i donno was it correct or wrong..

but i did it aniwae..

kinda scare of the disappointment i'll get..

but im not sure either..

a heart filled with uncertainities..