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Friday, November 30, 2007; 3:09 PM

im in sch.

yea. in sch.

not rottin.

but stressin.

pproject.

it s*x.

oh man.

someone help mi.

was rushin proj ytd at mac ytd.

w dumb..

gt weird ppl talk to mi.

wad's her name agn?

minjie~

ya.. asked mi wanna go zouk on 4h dec.

wad occasion is tt?

somemore tue..

weird~

jiejing tok to mi too..

told mi chiny performin.. cool..

haha..

kinda disappoint tt i didnt have time for alumni.

hais..

but overall.. ytd was gd.

at least i start movin..

but dumbbb..

he lk not progressin..

cos if two dumbs stop talkin the atmosphere is weird..

hee^ ^

talk n do is the best..

don add oil.. boost my morale~

pray hard everything will go smoothly.. =)

wld lk to thnk dumb for lendin mi the bike (enjoyed myself)

i kinda afraid that i will b over relyin on that person.

~i love sabby~=DD

carine

Thursday, November 29, 2007; 1:21 PM

im waitin for time to come for lesson..

fmis..

cfm will slp..

cos im tired now..

hee...

failed my basic ytd..

kinda sad..

but bought myself a buble tea and walked in the rain to wash the disappointment in mi

nevertheless. its a new day today..

new test date is on 19 FEB..

so long to go..

CL's final on 4 JAN..

helped him book..

so bored.~

later gg to pei dumbdumb study..

but will be rushin my proj when accompanyin him.

but of all time he choose 7pm..

so late~

zzz..

k la.. 3 more mins to go~

tata~

carine

Wednesday, November 28, 2007; 1:51 PM

i'm in the foodcourt in sch now..

havin a fear for BT later..

i donnno..

im kinda scared..

don feel lk gg so early..

go le also disappointment..

didnt study at all..

ok.. some may sae..

aiya don nid to study de..

but gee.. i hate to go for any test or exam w an empty brain..

darn..

fell aslp last night...

gt to hate tis..

think of smth happy..

ya.. ytd aftnoon.. 2 hrs break..

we went to ngee ann..

for lunch..

haha..

they agreed w mi tt NP has more shuai ge..

haha..

but i didnt saw any..

only saw a dumb dumb with green cap =X

haha...

the food.. not bad..at least better than the dwngradin jap fd in sch.

hais..

if not last tym better than theirss..

nxt tue shd b gg to holland V or IMM..

hee...

grr... 1 more min to 2 pm..

i thinkk im gg to faint even before i make it dere.

donno how to go oso..

haha...

k la.. gtg..

wish mi luck...

*shiver*

carine

Saturday, November 24, 2007; 4:14 AM

its 4 in the morn

haha..

sound like gwen stepf song..

zz..

ok a shory update n im gg to bed.

tdy overall was ok..

went JE w simon cm and sharon

met up w BL and stan to watch Bratz

haha.

yep..

aft tt WL kai n ryan met up w us..

rot in kfc

den one by one start leavin..

of cos i forgot i have to wrk.

luckily gt simon remind

but worse i forgot to take my hp pouch..

how careless can i be?

hahaha...

wrk at floor w the gong gong victor..

strange fella reminded mi of andy..

haha..

v tense n get nervous easily.

wrkin w KB and simon was not bad..

hee..

still gt andy help mi carry garbage bag..

heavy..

heee...

watched HERO aft wk..

hee..

yep tt's all..

felt gd seein him tdy..

donno y?

hope fab's hand is ok..

it look pain~ *ouch*

didnt get to talk to him jus now aft the movie..

bratz

not bad..

but not worth the money

predictable

kinda sux for boys

ratings:6/10

Hero

don waste ur time

the show is too slow.

only gd for those ppl who lk the main lead

ratings:4/10

carine

Friday, November 23, 2007; 12:52 AM

acutalli don intend to blog.

but when my sms came in..

i cant help but to feel a pang of disappointment.

i donno why.

i shd b happy to noe tt i don have to face him.

but somehow it became irony.

n this song kinda dampen my feelin..

melody is sad ba..

grr..

felt so unease.

how i wish someone i can tok to is here.

but he's not.

damn~

tdy went to dinner w my di..

had fun w his fren..

both xiao di di..

his fren is abt as tall as mi..

owe him a treat of ice cream..

cos he refuse to let mi pay tdy..

hais..

no matter wad.. still don feel gd..

better go slp n forget all abt it.

god pls knock mi out..

or take mi w u to heaven..

be ur slave dere i oso don mind.

credits

thanks sab jie for helpin mi find tis blogskin

hope her blog will b as bee ti ful or even better.

thanks fab for introducin tis song.. its nice.

i wish rock rabbit all the best..

life is tt hard..

adaptin to it is the core.

carine

Thursday, November 22, 2007; 1:11 AM

today.. or ytd.. is a so-so day..

kinda ruined at first.. but slowly it picked up..

was suppose to have proj till 5 plus..

but aft discussion realise the redundancy of it..

so end up in the lib researchin..

till abt 1 plus 2 lk tt.. make my way to gv..

to watch movie..

saw tt zombie stan stan..

haha..

was shocked to see yuli in candy bar.. at 4..

so early-.-ll

gt to the floor aft 2 movie..

hee..

wrked w stan n wendy..

got pissed off by andy..

n idiotized by fab n yuli.

in general, its not a bad day..

gt thnx frm fab n CL too.. ^^

anyway..

happy bday chi lun!!

movie critic

=bee movie=

generally its nice..

a little kiddish..

but teaches u abt natural processes..

some stuff is better if u leave it as it is.

ratings: 7/10

=enchanted=

totally fantastic for gals lk mi who love fairy tales.

simple n imaginative.

filled w songs fun n laufter.

aft watchin it.. makes u believe in true love.

ratings:9/10

*who wanna watch can ask mi along~*

[[carine]]

i am mi..

don try to change who i am.

i'll do stuff for frens.

provided i feel tt they are wrth it~

Monday, November 19, 2007; 11:40 PM

tis entry would be abt last week..

MST~

to be frank..

it s**

especialli i noe tt i gt 50+ for fmis..

which is the only module i studied..

zzz.

the rest of the paper..

no clue on how i fare..

but i doubt i did well..

kinda regret le..

saddist..

damn pek chek over it..

im gg to work hard le!!!

aggg

try la..

hais...

k la.. enuf of grumbling..

buh bye..

i hate love..

they look pretty on others

n stink on mi..

im better off alone...

helpin others in their love seems to b a better thing for mi to do.

oxoxcarineoxoxo

x - kisses

o- hugs..

hey hey im back frm genting...

haha..

apologise if i didnt get u any pressie..

im realli broke..

need to save up for driving..

n the trip is too last min la..

waiting for my pay.. 0.0

hee

first time im so ke liann...

tsk tsk..

in general,

the trip was ok.. other than i rot too much..

didnt play any rides..

too lazy for tt..

did shopping tho..

a little..

here's the pict..

its weird to noe tt such bridge exist in the theme park

tis guy...

is a wax figure.

the ride is 'venice gondola'

nice right?

he's rich cos he's wearin converse shoes..

in genting i had to admit..

theres good n bad food..

n this store serve good fried rice^^

a pict of me n sis..

me lookin a little idiotic to make my mum happy..

a little spooky..
frm the view in the cable car..

a pict frm my room..

my skill ok?!

hahaha

tt's all..

carine

Thursday, November 15, 2007; 12:39 AM

MST is not over yet however,

i would have to wish the NOV month babies

happy birthday!

1. elvin (11/11)

2. rick (14/11)

3. chilun (22/11)

4. wilson (24/11)

carine

Saturday, November 10, 2007; 12:53 PM

I donno y.
this pict is significant to me..
i cant help but fall in love w tis..^^

new song uploaded..
old song to some..
but its nice..(esp chorus)

rinexx

will be on blog-suspension for abt a wk..

so wont be updating...

studies been ok...

my eyes arent..

swollen.. haha..

ytd..

man~ wasnt a good day..

was suppose to go bugis but ctrl myself n stayed at hm n study.

howeva..

sit down finish w dealn with the guys.

fell aslp on the floor..

zz..

how pathetic.

darn thing..

guess it wasnt an appropriate thing to ask someone to go out when u arent

but it was because i tot tt he might b interested in gg out ma..

who noe it caused some misunderstandin..

zzz...

我现在只想把一切忘了，重新再来。

carine

Tuesday, November 06, 2007; 8:05 PM

im back bloggin..

but w bad news tis time..

did smth last night..

cause slpless night.

holded back my tears..

i donno to trust his wrds or nt.

but i guess i have to.

im supposed to b well prepared for tt ans!

but wadeva.

tdy.. it sux..

failed w the blood donating..

nurse told mi my blood vein too narrow..

cool..

ya.. as if..

so i didnt donate any..

told mi tt i have to wrk out..

take dumbbell..

expand the blood veins.

zzz..

at the same day..

i feel sucky..

i donno why..

gt those feelin of loneliness and abandoned.

help mi!

i feel so lost..

hopefully i still have the heart to study for exam..

feel lk slpin now.

tmr wil b quite a busy day..

hope i can wrk the whole dae off..

will be seeing my 'locker mate' n fabby! =)

carine

its time to let go, carine..

Monday, November 05, 2007; 8:38 PM

oh man~

my life is so borring....

im suppose to study now~

but i end up rotting ard..

guess i forgot how to study le..

i only have sleep in my brain...

condemned.

don even have to look at my gpa tis sem..

its totally bullshyt.

im so messed up..

only lesson i enjoyed tdy is psy..

slpt during insurance..

gt caught some more.. haha..

tmr gg for bld donation..

die!

im so scare..

dislike the sight of bld..

wish mi good luck!

i pluckin my courage to do smth im afraid.

carine

Sunday, November 04, 2007; 1:43 AM

hmm...

work's good tdy..

changed my shift..

challenge myself..

challenge BL..

haha..

psk..(he owe mi a pic in a skirt)

haha..

cool huh?

well..

at the start..

wrk w ryan (pai ka)

den wrk w serene..

(we discuss some.. ahem! stuff..)

haha..

went to candy bar kajiao..

den bet w BL abt the popcorn..

told him cfm gt wastage..

he sae bet..

haha..

ok.. stake is..

i lose.. a pict of mi in bikini(horrifyin sight)

he lose.. a pict in skirt..

and in additional to the stakes..

a meal frm mac!

haha..

so..

the guys team(candy bar n box all males)

start fillin the popcorn boxes totally full with popcorn..

CHEAT!

haha..

howeva no use..

wastage cfm more than 2 kg...

lol..

tsk tsk..

dear BL...

pity him..

anywae..

improvement...

wasnt agitateed w les at all..

in fact still help him carry boster seats..

heh heh..

im tryin..

n can see he's doin his part too...

so.. conclusion..

happy ending

haha..

wen ar wen..

wad u doin?? hais..

jia you.. wo ting ni~

rinerine

Saturday, November 03, 2007; 1:52 AM

well...

its 3 n im preparin for bed.. gettin sick..

frm tiredness..

i cant help it..

i'm lk enjoyin to get hurt..

everything i do seems wrong..

even tho i noe by doin smth will end up hurting myself..

i still do it..

i guess there isnt any way to stop urself frm inflicting pain on urself..

the more i see the more confuse i get..

im in a stage that i donno wad am i doin le.

totally shit.

i hope some ppl to stop botherin mi.

but i cant tell the person str in the face.

cos its mean..

so i choose to b mean to myself...

hopefully the person can leave mi alone.

cos i'm developin a dislike towards tt person.

the earth wont stop revolving bcos u r down

carine

Friday, November 02, 2007; 2:21 PM

i donno why..

it happens to affect mi so much..

a 2 yr r/l cant b as brittle as a 2 wks of r/l..

i guess..

everything will come to an end eventually.

hopefully she will live thru tis period

tho its hard n pain.

self destruction is not gg to help..

bless her..

i tot i can forget him but

it jus happen tt he still occupy my heart.

carine

wee~

tdy's Gv is a newbie day~

well.. most of the ppl wrkin are quite new..

other than WL n diana..

2 new staff..

16 n fresh frm sch waitin for 'N'

lookin at them..

i realised im old..

haha..

worked w xiang xiang..

hmm..

actualli ok lehh..

she's not as bad as some have mentioned..

but i gt a feeling she some kind of hated mi..

went hm without takin cab..

i guess she realli dislike mi..

tt y dere's no announcement frm her tt she wanna go hm during washin up hrs..

hais..

if realli is my attitude nvm..

i think she misunderstood mi tt i told her bad things to diana..

i apologise to diana cos i waited for her to finish countin b4 tellin her abt the credit card.

not bcos diana scold mi for changin money for her..

look lk she's sensitive too.. ^^

but i think her indiffereness are fake..

she pretend to b..

n she's one clear minded gal..

hais..

well.. tt's all for updates..

gtg..

CRS time..

roar~

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