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memories and rants

Tuesday, April 29, 2008; 11:42 PM

read fab's blog.

realised im not the only one copin w tym mgt tis yr.

how come those b4 us nv encounter tis prob.

but realli.

24 hrs per day is not enuf.

met up w my sec sch gals.

jus noticed tt 3 yrs had passed jus lk tis.

god..

avi club is buckin up.

2 new female participants!

LOL.

its gd i guess.

random post.

tired.

slpt a total of 2 hrs in class..

sth got to b done!

carine

assumin is always a better way out

Sunday, April 27, 2008; 5:55 PM

movie reviews~

Hansel and Gretel

-rating:3/5

-touching..

-not realli scary.

-well structured storyline

Forbidden Kingdom

-rating:4/5

-funny

-interestin storyline

-entertainin

tt's all.

wad's past has passed,

no point pondering,

so move on! =)

carine

Saturday, April 26, 2008; 8:46 PM

hi frens~

here's the pict for our ah gong's bday

a little blur..

cos mr eric must b lousy in using his scanner.

lol.

pict is still w him.

LOL.

been feelin a lot better tis few days.

despite the dark rim ard the eyes.

hee.

i love singin.

been to kbox tdy.

w rach n the gang.

guess wad.. Yilin joined us~

haha..

nice to noe her..

plesant gal. =)

ok..

which gv gal not good de..

none k..

hee.

cm's blog.. sound a little..

lol.. i donno how to describe.

r/s prob ba..

but.. CM lehh..

hohoho..

she's a realli nice gal.

any guys shd b blessed to hav her..

despite her fingers.

hee.

current status.

-thinkin abt past.

-playin psp.

-lazy to study.

-wan 48 hrs per day

-wan my drivin instructor to cool down

(he almost gt a high bld while teachin mi parkin)

oh ya. hope meimei is gettin well w his job.

tho i noe he as strong as a COW.

but..

health wise still hav to b careful. =)

carine

lorve the stars.

Wednesday, April 23, 2008; 8:10 PM

grr..

fed up.

commitments n commitments.

mayb someone shd tell mi wad is happenin..

i tried my best le.

damned.

carine

ok. fine.

i tried my best to resolve the thing by talkin first.

since im not given a chance.

den i'll shuddup.

grr..

irritated.

things always turn drastically without my knowin.

god.

updates will b.

-ryan bday went well except part 2.

-late for class tdy.

-slp in class tdy.

-went to wrk n home w serene.

-got my self in deep shyt 3hrs ago.

damn.

carine's inventory

= a MP3

= a PSP

= course notes.

= 3 sch bags.

= a pencil case filled w pens.

= my mum's HP

= a brunch of keys.

= a lappie

++when i die these will go to my sisters.

if they don wan den it will b donated to the orphanage.

ppl who wants ryan bday pic kindly go to boon mei mei n ask him nicely.

ok.. im f-ed up le.

gtg. lesson at 8.

rine

*sry jies. nid u guys to help mi w the assign le.

my tym is totally packed.

will loosen up asap de.

Wednesday, April 16, 2008; 8:15 PM

hmm..

finally can upload pict le..

tis is wad happen in pizza hut..

mi and ah dai

yq and eng eng. =)

hmm.. ytd was hideously tired.
fab ps-ed.
i kena train the manager..
failure..
cos of all place candy bar..
lol..
wrked w vic n kai..
but chased vic home..
cos he might miss his last bus..
n wad??
i end up doin the moping alone.
hmm.
tedious.

due to late night ytd..
tdy i was beat..
was almost half an hr late for lesson.
heng heng anil didnt sae anythin.
=)

etiquette class was gd..
no frens agnn..
loner.
=)

went to club hse..
gt a headache..
rested den went home..
><

finally home..
gg to shower now.
rest a little n hopefully slp early later..
if can tmr wake up early go sch pei er zi clean club hse.
=)
adieu.

carine

being urself is the best treatment u can be to urself.

-i wonder how's adam..-

Monday, April 14, 2008; 11:15 PM

dear dear..

first day was good..

at least i manage to pull thru all the lesson without slpin in any..

hee..

yawnin is unavoidable.

anyway..

was late for breakfast..

everyone was excited to see everyone..

holy nuts..

i realised mingyi gt a ear stud..

omg.. tt's so..

LOL.

its nice la..

joo gt her hair cut too~

sab n nana almost the same..

xue look lk an ah lian w her hair style =X

wen look lk a stick man..

hahas.

didnt get to see gerald..

i was prayin v hard not to..

hahs.

classes was ok..

still the same atmosphere w some new students..

look lk a long yr ahead..

some acad stuff got changes too..

kinda jialat..

was kinda lookin out for ma n lao da..

but rmbed they've grad le..

haha..

tsk tsk..

aft class went club..

slack inside n went to clementi's botak jones for dinner..

tok n pei my didi..

long tym since we really talk.

but busy ma~

cant blame..

hee..

i think im givin up on the plannin le.

cant seem to wrk out..

give up~

carine

Sunday, April 13, 2008; 9:09 PM

hais..

saded. i cant even upload one pict..

tt nyte pizza gt pict de..

but blogger..

saded ar tdy..

i went to cut hair w dai n y.qing.

bad move.

the hair..

is like.. shyt.

its bad..

esp the fringe.

saded.

tmr first day of sch~

bless mi.

gg to bed early later.

nid to slp~

hahas

look lk panda now..

even panda look better than mi.

*yawn*

tt's all for now.

carine

Saturday, April 12, 2008; 12:54 AM

tdy went to JP meet the old frens.

yan qing, siok eng and ah dai~

hahas.

well well..

i was late as usual..

we roam in JP for a while cos pizza hut is full..

hahas.

went to see tt necklace agn..

tempted to buy.

but im not in any ability to afford luxuries yet.

gt lot of debts to clear.

lots of credit to collect.

gt a drivin lesson to pay.

a DS to buy.

woots.

finally i noe why i so poor le

haha.

but i bought a small purse.

not those auntie auntie de.

those realli nice de.

gt tempt by hailing.

and pei yq to spend some money.

anyway. fab gt his license.

i think i forgot to mention it.

mine will come on 21 jul.

aft my bday.

hais..

donno can do it one str or not.

as good as yuli.

str pass. =)

if it realli happen..

im financially free..

can do wad i wan

can help who i wan

can quit if i feel lk.

aft i quit i'll devote my tym for my fyp n SPCA~

haha.

*dreamin*

enuf.. tym for bed.

carine

Friday, April 11, 2008; 4:05 PM

its 1605 now.

ytd BBQ went well i must sae.

quite happy..

at night the atmosphere was relax..

tho the host fell aslp b4 anyone.

met boon at 0900 ytd.

walked to kai hse den to shengsiong tgt.

did our shoppin dere..

the two boys were lk kids at the hypermarket.

was fascinated by the seafood.

hahas.

aft shoppin we gt ourselves a icecream.

hee..

treat ourselves.

back to kai hse den home to fetch my sis.

of cos upon reachin hm~

mi n boon was gone..

to bed of cos..

haha.

tired~

anyway..

did some hse wrk n org the chk wing n fried rice to b dere.

aft tt gt a sms to b called back to the base.

hahas.

den back to kai hse.

woots lots of them hav reached.

all enjoyin themselves

esp the 3 muskeeteers..

who wore SP president challenge shirt.

lol

they had some jokin to do..

esp with the 'R's..

wahahaha..

played bomber man with the guys.

lost terribly.

hahas.

watched them play majong.

i still rmb how to play kaess~

hee.. willey kept on callin mi for help..

hahas

at night was peaceful cos some realli tired le.

another round of bomber man which i lost terribly.

hahas.

anyway..

second round of get tgt w fab n guys..

joke abt drivin.

den i pack up n head home.

special special thanks to~

-yun for her fried rice

-rachel for her mum's curry

-sharon for her mum's marinating.

-yuli for deliverin the chk wings.

-boon for accompanyin mi.

next event wld b small scale

organiser shd b boon. =)

all the best yuli for gg into army tdy.

hmm.. =)

tt's all i guess.

to round up..

thanks to everyone who attended..

payment wise is v headache..

8 per person?

carine

三公分阳光三公分空气
堵在眼前像一面玻璃
挡住了你表情剩下只有脚印
he……
一直向前走走不完距离
一直向后退不出回忆
很高兴有心事帮我困住自己

你头发上淡淡青草香气
变成了风才能和我相遇
你的目光
蒸发成云
再下成雨我才能够靠近

感谢我不可以住进你的眼睛
所以才能拥抱你的背影
有再多的遗憾用来牢牢记住
不完美的所有美丽
感谢我不可以拥抱你的背影
所以才能变成你的背影
躲在安静角落不用你回头看
不用珍惜

我怀里所有温暖的空气
变成风也不敢和你相遇
我的心事蒸发成云
再下成雨却舍不得淋湿你

感谢我不可以住进你的眼睛
所以才能拥抱你的背影
有再多的遗憾用来牢牢记住
不完美的所有美丽
感谢我不可以拥抱你的背影
所以才能变成你的背影
躲在安静角落如果你回头看不用在意

**tis song a little emo.. but the chorus is touchin..

Wednesday, April 09, 2008; 2:09 AM

its 0210.

one little entry before bed.

tmr openin.

well well..

jus now went for movie.

actually watchin untraceable..

but saw yilin den since she watchin '3kingdom'

i watched w her..

not bad..

funny thing is i keep on laufin..

donno y..

cos i find a little fake..

but other parts yilin lauf w mi.. =)

wrkin w teck teck is ok..

i went crazy n walked the hall all by myself.

used boon's 'cool' technique..

hahas

went well i guess..

catched my last 20 mins of the shw..

don lk the endin..

lk suspense lehh..

haha..

mayb i'll read the actual history of it. =D

reach home..

saw my neighbour..

talked to big bro abt my sisters prob..

he seems stuck oso..

but told mi tym will reveal itself.

nth i can do oso.

ok..

i take tt..

chatted for abt 2 hr plus.

cos ben oso come out n xtra..

haha.

k la. tt's all.

lookin fwd to BBQ~

carine

Tuesday, April 08, 2008; 12:00 PM

well well..

tdy drivin didnt went v well.

but manage to move next level next lesson.

hais

scary sia..

how i wish..

my memory can b erased.

so i can forget GV and forget all the uhappy moments.

cos i believe i wld b happier tt way.

ok im being emo agn.

zzz.

gtg.

wanna catch a movie..

three kingdom most probably.

hee.

alone~

carine

Sunday, April 06, 2008; 8:32 PM

a new fren on the list..

mei mei..

hahas.

nv noe she got a blog..

ppl here wan go view but don spam..

esp.. fab..

haha..

complains abt him makin fun is a lot..

think ryan might b interested to noe which is her blog tho..

hahas. =P

well well..

school resumin soon..

i realli don wan n wan it to b tt way..

don wan.. cos will spend lesser tym w other frens.

wan.. cos wanna see my jie mei soon.. =)

hmm..

i promise wl to buy DS when the next pay comes..

haha.

poor poor..

do i sound really poorr..

i think i do..

hahas..

but wad to do?

money nv fail to deplete everyday..

tt's so saddenin..

thurs bbq!

hahas..

sound a little pathetic..

don wanna spoil kai's mood..

will try my best to help him tho =)

carine

how i wish everythin i dreamt come true..

love is so not true at all

Thursday, April 03, 2008; 4:08 AM

hmm..

im suppose to feel totally sleepy de..

but jus b cos of his last sms..

it made mi sat on the bed cryin.

damned.

tis is so embarrassin..

however, its not wrong to cry..

i mean mayb for tis stupid reason its wrong lorr..

tis sentence strikes my tears..

'realli haf fun w ya tis few weeks.'

the beautiful memories we had came to mi all at once.

the times when i feel realli down n messed up.

the tym when we played bball.

the fun n laughter we shared while wrkin.

somehow its lk nv gg to happen agn.

oh man..

wad am i thinkin..

guess my tear glands are activatin themselves..

nth to do with the resignin..

feelin real dumb n stupid now.

slap mi~

anyway forget how im feelin now.

tue's event is a success i wld sae.

was late for the meetin.

yet managed to pull a prank on BL on bus

went to JE to meet the rest n waited for mon~

went to vivo tgt..

was angry w the guys for payin attn to their psp instead of whr to eat.

went to BK eventualli.

long tym no eat le.

aft tt we loiter a bit den went to watch the orphanage

pull a prank w boon on the gang.

hee..

nice show.

guess everyone enjoyed

tho kai sae crappy show.

but he still chatted happily abt it. =)

went hm w diana n saw siew eng n de de..

tt's all i guess.

the orphanage

4/5 for a horror movie

not crappy lk the rest.

touchin n scary at some parts.

recommend for all frens.

holy crap.

hope my eyes will not swell tmr.

hais.

carine