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Saturday, August 25, 2007; 10:25 PM

ITP has finally ended..

feeling? er.. cool!

but a little blue.. cos..

u noe those kind of morning when u woke up den u realise u no nid to work

lk smt out of place lk tt..

tsk tsk.. im pathetic...

hahas...

here are some pic that holds memories..

1st before anione... ms GH!! ms yeo's supervisor..

next we have.. SL ex-mmo staff..

latest member of the lunch time buddy..

Jean.. always a sweet smile on her face!

er.. jaime here.. but she don wear tt hippy

she's v femine.. (with lace ><)

here we have angela..

our bubbly fren.. (see how close we are)

cos she nv fail to make jokes..

this lady here is the best.. haha..

by the look of her hair..

hahass.. lena..

tho she's older.. but inside her is still as young as us! oh.. this is the whole ITP students..

9 of us actualli..

2 at PSA 3 at TPC and another 3 at PSA vista

if u realise.. i didnt post any of my dept pict..

b cos.. i have none.. haha..

my dept consist of mostly auntie who wanna stay behind the scene..

thus no pict of them at all..

but! they will always in my head..

the mothely juliet, the anyhow anyhow ms chue,

the playful ms teo, the serious ms tay,

the blur blur BY, the big bully tam,

the cheerful celeste, suan-er TA

and lastly MDM nur! hahahaha..

i would nv forget the gal who left us last 2 mths ago..

THAYA.. hahas..

and of cos Ms Yeo.. a gd companion of all times.. i'll miss the tea makin breaks..

SOBxx..

tt all for the flashack..

carine

Saturday, August 18, 2007; 12:21 PM

kaos...

my head.. lk wad sia.. not pain or giddy..

jus heavy.. wish i can drop back to my bed to slp...

howeva.. theres too much to b done...

cos im a female.

darn!

this week pass reasonably well..

cos there's a dinner (ytd) to look upon to.

we've been workin n findin the proper wear to the dinner.

alas, ytd.. ts the fruit of all preparation.

hahas..

have to apologise to joo for unable to attend her bday and her present =X

realli realli sry abt it..

i didnt mean to de..

hais..

so nei jiu..

back to the dinner..

2nd time for attendin a formal dinner

1st time attendin a govt dinner..

hahas..

but its not as formal as the Mel camp dinner ba..

to be frank..

the food ytd.. is "D"

nth tt i enjoy much.. cos no rice..

the duck meat is hard..

(not tt i realli ate it..)

the best thingy abt it is actualli the wine and the beer...

haha.. shhhh...

did not drink a lot..

but become a little high tho.. as usual..

oh ya.. saw the nxt itp gal..

wish her good luck...

if she come to my dept..

she'll have to handle human prob as well..(of cos WRK LOAD)

if she's able to get along w the staff..

they will be motherly to her

(like they are to mi) scolded mi for drinkin

haha..

i'll miss them badly..

hais..

getttin emo agn..

aft tt, gt a ride frm tam..

haha. wad stupid plan he saein..

told him to drop mi off last..

don wanna go hm so early..

haha..

he realli did tt..

when the rest asked him why he sent them hm first

for his hse is near another colleague..

he sae he got other plans..

i tot real sia.. turn out to b a lie..

dumb right?

no wonder i call him dumb tam..

hahas..

k la tt's all for update..

all my female lunch buddy look splendid las night

stupid lappy spoil liao.. hais..

..carine..

Friday, August 10, 2007; 11:10 PM

the more i know..

the more tired i get..

duh..

i'm back bloggin..

hmm..

aft readin all the blog..

im sort of being 'affect'

esp wl de..

hmm... it sound as if many ppl gg away..

donno i wanna go back or not lehh..

tho i have a pact w someone le..

9 mths?

not v sure..

think i will go la..

thos the followin is wad i dread..

1. social prob..

2. adapting

3. socialisin

4. uniform

5. my shoe (whether is it still dere)

6. my smiles(donno i still will b able to smile- getting rigid)

7. ppl im familiar leavin aft i went back

last but not least.. the will to work =DD

back to attachment..

think i will do a review lk wad i've did for GV when i left..

cos i realise this attachment is not easy..

its lk openin another door to a new mi..

yea.. chim but true..

tam tam is getting closer to b my father le..

surprised mi with his 'father' talk tdy..

any malay gals wan a bf n is ard 20, 30 plus??

he's a nice guy..

^ ^

hope he dn see this.. he'lll kill mi.. haha..

tdy went to SUPER DOG!!

yea.. eat le.. den my ring drop..

i was thinkin.. wan le.. 5 ppl's name on it..

which mean i lost it.. im doom..

5 ppl come aft mi w parang..

hahas..

back to office..

do half way end up washin sy's water bottle..

haha..

clear the bin for auntie..

er.. i did it on my own will..

she's nice ma..

den my old sayin come back..

'ren dui wo hao, wo jiu dui ren hao'

yeaps tt all..

oh ya.. saw mr shayshin on wed..

kao..

bian shuai le...

hais..

a little hou hui liao..

*choi*

im jus kiddin :DD

here are the picts on mx's bday..

/ciaoz/

carine

Thursday, August 09, 2007; 12:44 AM

tdy..

wad can i sae..

a fulfilling day..

wrk whole day..

12 COEs

n donno how many emails...

gonna buck up!!

will aim for 16 COE at least..

tammy got 26..

siann..

not on fri..

cos gt to do hard copy of renewal of crew article..

its planned..

hahas...

aniway...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MX..

tho its over now..

but i hope u enjoyed ur day...

ur taste of the clothes is still..

er...

flowery...

hahas..

i cant help it.. hee^ ^

nxt fri.. comp's dinner..

hopefully tam tam can giv mi a ride hm..

don wanna b the xtra bulb btw sy n her bf..

hahas..

k la.. gt to slp..

zz...

missed all the horror tis time..

haisz..

carine

Sunday, August 05, 2007; 11:38 PM

here i am to update agn..

hee..

finish my potter book..

not bad..

a little too sorrow..

let see..

i cried 4 times?

dobby, lupin, fred and harry(or i tot)..

okok..

a lill dramatic..

but ok la..

i hate the endin.. when voddy die a lill too sudden..

wand fell, voddy fell..

a little too.. unexcitin..

haha...

but tis book.. too many ppl die la..

yep.. tt's all for book critic..

back to reality..

got a feelin of being neglected..

yea..

mayb im too sensitive or wad..

the abandoned feelin is back..

im afraid i have done smth wrong agn..

sian..

rineez

Saturday, August 04, 2007; 7:19 PM

wee~

its finally over..

i mean my proj..

at least its stress-free now.

3 wks to go for my itp...

heard tt the new ppl comin on 27..

meaning im gg to b teacher agn..

sian..

pray hard its a gal!!

haha..

ytd was a hectic dae..

rush my emails like hell..

manage to finish 5 emails in 15 mins..

haha.. i mus b mad..

rushed the entire proj in 1 hr..

went to sch to touch up at last min..

talk to cappy chit n forgot to hand in before the office close..

tsk tsk..

typical mi..

oh well.. wait till mon he passes it to him ba.. hee..

noe wad..

aft reach hm.. i was suppose to do many things

but i ended up nua-ing..

till 9 plus den shower..

failed to solve the easy soduku n went to bed..

slpt 12 hrs str..

half day gone!

hahaa..

but im happy... ^^

huge wgt on mi seems to disappear!! hee=DD

now wads left..

shyt.. forgot nxt wk i got wad le.. hee..

die..

the wk aft nxt, company dinner..

the wk aft nxt nxt.. willl be resumin my old life if nth goes wrong..

hmm..

yep yep.. tt's all..

b4 u can bless others

bless urself..

carine

Wednesday, August 01, 2007; 11:08 PM

i really to get these stuff out of my chest..

keepin it inside is realli hurting..

i got tis fren i noe durin itp..

i realli see him as a fren altho theres a gen. gap btw us..

recently he broke up w his gf.

due to the reason tt she cant take the long dist r/l any longer..

as she's in london n he, is in S'pore..

can see tt he's heartbroken..

totally despaired..

n gettin haggard..

i donno wad to do abt..

makin mi feel sad as well..

hais..

its realli a bad feelin..

for him n me..

him..

dere's realli nth he can do to bring her back for she has said

tt she'll be better off breakin.. at least happier..

in this kind of circumstances dere's realli nth he can do..

its stated till the extend tt its so clear..

me..

i feel realli helpless when i see him so sad..

all i can do is to try cheerin him up..

kao.. its so miserable..

haiz..

realli doubt im gg to get into any r/l..

bluez

>carine<