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Sunday, December 30, 2007; 9:03 PM
todae is a messy day.
donno.
i don feel alive when i wake up.
wishin i can go back to bed n nv wake up.
my hand became too dry.
felt totally sick.
rot ard till 1plus went to my fren wedding
malay style.
not bad. quite interestin.
only prob. she left.
zzz.
hais. shd have walk dere. hais
took my sis advice n took 179 ended up tourin NTU.
zzz.
went off n called fab to write my request for nxt wk.
eh.. tt dumb dumb did sth lk voice recordin thingy.
haha. idiot.
in total went to 2 different temple.
hmm.. ma wan de.
but nvm.
shoppin halfway gt a china lady suddenly grab my arm.
zzz.. she tot im her bf.
siao one sia.
but cant realli blame her.
her bf realli as tall as mi.
wahahaha.
k la. that's all..
if gt time l8r i'll wrk on my new yr resolution.
=D
i try to keep my dist n coolness.
i don wanna flare.
so stay away frm my tail
carine
Friday, December 28, 2007; 2:56 PM
in sch.
doin one little entry before i realli forcus.
days been realli routine.
wake up proj n go to wrk
nth much.
lecturers are in a killin spree
so many things and so little time.
how i wish i have sometime to slp.
literally slp.
having headache over wed.
i gt FMIS exams.
financial lehh..
zzz..
how dumb can i gt.
ahh!
ytd tot can go home at 12 den slp at 2.
but ended up gg at 2 and slping at 5.
aggr.
helpyunyun w the packin.
ended up my arm v tired tdy.
been sealin up popcorn. --
haha.
k la. go le. buai.
carine
Tuesday, December 25, 2007; 8:14 PM
merry x'mas
hoho~
tis xmas eve is lk every single day.. nothin new..
baby sit my sis ytd.
took her to watch alvin n the chipmunks.
nice show.
den went shoppin abt..
guess wad. my sis bought mi a wallet.
hee..
wish come true!
tho i pay one-third of it.
its exp.
went home n catch ella enchanted.
not bad.
but lik enchanted.. a little too fairytale.=)
had a huge headache ytd. n this afternoon.
killin mi.
went to imm treat my dad.
n im totalli broke.
xmas is a festival of sharing n spendin.
haha
but its worth it.
love the sms tt i've received.
i thank the followin ppl for their wishes...
hailing, meixin, yanqing, chilun, jasmine, fabian, shin, kwangwee, ryan, sabrina, lina, yiwen, junkai, simon,elvin and kang.
one more issue tt im not realli happy abt.
i realise tt theres an event i wasnt told of.
n im realli unhappy abt it.
im not gg to tell the person.
but im gg to vent it here n put an end to it.
carine
Saturday, December 22, 2007; 6:04 PM
today was a fulfillin day.
talk on the phone w a fren till 6am..
ya.. late..
but he barely available.
so accompany him lorr.
hee...
consequences. lk dead tdy.
jumped out of bed at 11 plus. was suppose to meet the gals at 12.
chinyee's bday.
went to IMM's cartel.
ate n bi*ch abt our other frens.
n abt chin's first bf.
hee..
he's ok i mus sae. pass my gradin.=)
shopped ard in JE.
spend 75 on perfumes.
for mama's xmas pressie .
oh i love her so much.. muahahaha =D
but im broke. =X
left JP happily. n strolled home.
listened to "rainbow" by jay.
n STOPPED!
i forgotten my keys!
damned.
agn.
went back to JE find my sis.
at K BOX.
rich ar..
zzz...
took the train hm.
den at interchange saw ryan. lim.
haha
giv mi tt saddist face.
hais.. i lk him so much tt i cant bear to see him leave.
one of the bestt managers ard. hee=D
bus interchange!
woa! tis tym realli a shock.
i wld nv dream tt YZ's gf is raina.
n Raina's bf is Yz.
OMG!
haha..
actualli i was i little half aslp.
den i sae yz. den raina den i woke up!
haha...
finally... im home n im gg to wash up den go to wrk le~
he ask mi smth reali shockin.
i donno how to ans.
i hav someone else in my heart.
carine.
congrats fab for ur riding theory.
HAPPY 18th BDAY, CHINY.
i donno y i did tt but im curious.
You Are a Soft Kisser
|
Your kissing style is understated, but effective
You give soft, sweet, and soulful kisses.
And the key is, you only give kisses to someone incredibly special
Because you don't just go around kissing anyone
|
What's Your Kissing Style?
i guess tt explain y i still hv my first kiss ?
hee..
rinex
gd luck fabby fr RTT altho i donno wad is tt
n shin is doin well in army!
Friday, December 21, 2007; 3:12 AM
was wondering wad i have not done jus now.
den i realise.
update blog.
hee..
if u guys wad the hell am i up to tis few days..
been realli busy.
with wad.
donno.
on tue.
went back to MPa.
but met up with yaya n ms yeo at vivo.
went for breakfast n shop ard.
hee.
saw a perfume.
red in colour.
DKNY~
waa.. nice smell..
n cute bottle.
bet that will cost a bomb.
see for fun only.
nvm.
went back to MPA.
sae HIHIHIHIIHI..
haha.. think they are happy w the choc i brought back
hee.
went to sch aft tt.. do proj
howeva. ended up lookin at the DVDs.
but we did do some stuff..
=)
wed.
eve of hari raya.
went fr injection.
kao. tt dumb doc donno how to inject.
ppl's one dot. mine is one line.
zzz
my left hand seems paralyse till now.
take the carton of cups jus now almost drop due to the left hand.
aft the stupid jab went to collect my phone.
its back n gettin better. =D
tdy.
floor.
with doggie n hao.
eh.
wad to sae. lk tis n tt lorr..
nth much.
=)
hee.
carine
livin my life till the extend of no tmr.
how i wish i hav 48 hrs.
so i can spend more time w moi little sis n mama.
hais
Monday, December 17, 2007; 1:37 PM
zzz...
was suppose to go out tdy.
gt cancelled.
luckily rachel changed shift w mi le.
otherwise im dead.
howeva. it mean wed i hve to rush 2 places before i go to wrk.
very rush.
but i'll try my best.
sekali late agn.
damnned..
hee.
to b franked i was pissed to rcv the first news of the day.
but i was prepared on the other hand.
nv tot it wld b so zun.
but forget it.
project project...
gambattee..
-.-
somehow.
he come so close even before i know it.
carine
Sunday, December 16, 2007; 3:39 AM
actually don intend to update tdy.
but i have to.
cos i did smth in gv tt i have nv done before.
hais.
must sae.
realli happy to see kaikai and fab at the same wrks stn.
but. tt oso include tt person tt i don wanna see =#
shyt him.
findin smth to argue abt the cheese tt wasnt cap properly.
yada yada my fault.
but idiot leh.
who can cap the cheese with the saddle dere?
somemore under the boiler.
luckily fab ans b4 i can.
he sae he did it.
but i noe i did.
mayb fab tot he did it.
howeva i noe i did.
don wanna argue so i diam.
but damned him.
he still scold stupid.
ahh!!!
i was so angry tt aft packin the nachos
i hid in the toilet.
damn.
no one eva made mi so...
other than my family.
aggr..
came out w swollen eyes n scare sebas off..
haha..
ya.. wadeva.
cant unswell the swell.
so sway sway in session.
customer see le tot i tired.
haa..
im prayin real hard tt i wont get to wrk w him agn.
darn.
k la. gt to slp.
Golden compass
-3/5
-a little boring.
-was talkin all the way.
-but cute polar bear! lol.
carine
Saturday, December 15, 2007; 12:31 PM
come to realise.
its another 10 days to x'mas and 16 more days to new year.
yippee.. another yr's gone.
hais.
plans for xmas is kinda lot.
donno leh.
shd i go clubbin on 19?
mayb i shdnt
cos i barely have time.
nida go for the injection
v scare.
pain.
needle.
damned.
christmas wish list for tis yr
1. everyone ard mi to accumulate more smiles than frowns
2. a more happier mother.
3. sister to behave herself.
4. GM to stop naggin.
5. GP to get better.
6. relative to stop ka-jiaoin.
7. frens to have lesser obstructions in their life.
8. mi to less emo.
9. a wallet (black!)
10. no bike but bicycle?
11. more polo tees..
thats all..
i promise to b a real gd gal. (i hope i can)
if santa can grant my wishes up to no. 8 at least.
hee..
oh ya~
i rcv a weddin dinner invitation frm one of my malay supervisor at giant.
cool leh.
malay weddin which i nv went b4.
haha.
wonder wad am i suppose to do?
think i'll have to consult tam tam on it.
xxrinexx
ok. im tired.
v tired.
woke up damn early.
asked lect some stuff for a fren.
and shawan realli is patient.
help mi understand wad i don.
realli aspire mi to become a crewing agent. =)
so challengin to handle ppl and relationships.
gv was ok tdy, but my throat..
realli dry.
wonder how is ryan doin?
left him alone.
feel so bad abt it.
who shd i blame?
mayb mi myself ba.
tokin adam now.
pour everythin out abt feelin lk dyin.
yea..
i cant explain how much urge i have within mi to die
at tis moment.
no reason. jus don feel lk living.
wonderin how is shin doin in the camp?
kinda wry for him.
hais.
his reply tdy made mi go all teary..
hope he's doin well..
n of cos simon.
hope he's enjoyin himself.
stupid fab.
everythin is the past.
we r jus norm now.
don try to provoke mi!
carine
Friday, December 14, 2007; 1:25 AM
nth to update..
tokin to adam agn.
tryin to cool him down.
gg slp soon.
hope shin will take care of himself in army.
hope simon enjoy hmself.
hope yuli's trouble get lesser.
yeaps.. tt's all for my hopes..
i wan xmas pressie~!
haha
review for warlords.
bad. too gore. and violent
good for guys I guess..
ratings: 3/5
heex
rinexx
Thursday, December 13, 2007; 12:22 AM
heyy.. im back to my usual updates..
tdy went to sch for aviation.
my first tym eva flyin a plane..
it was lk less than 3 mins but the holdin the controller was fun.
i learnt..
left hand: up is down n down is up.
right hand: to turn the rudder left n right.
up to incr power. down to lower power.
cool huh~
hee..
also took a look on how weiyao's change the batt..
woo.. not bad.
but... theres some prob.
one of the plane crashed!
onto the stadium wall..
tsk tsk..
n the plane we flew crashed to a fence.
haha..
n got my schedule...
wkin on fri sat tue n wed.
box CB CB box.
zzz.. no floor...
hais..
fine..
box openin somemore.
zzz..
nvm..
see how la~
bye~
rinex
Wednesday, December 12, 2007; 3:29 AM
tis is my 181 posts.
nth significant.
but jus realised it.
wrkin is fun tdy.
eos w si mon~
hee..
we helped each other.
esp the ice part.
2 person 4 buckets.
1.5 trips
still gt left over.
which i threw at boon~
oppx.. it kena tt part.
shyt.
didnt mean to.
ask mi to pay 1 dollar as a funeral fee cos he sae tt thing cnnt response le.
=.=
runnin the shows are tired man~
haha..
realised smth frm si mon..
told kaikai..
n he gave mi a stupid evaluation..
NOT TRUE ok~
jus realised it.
ot mayb u're jealous ur nanny nv discover urs?
haha..
still young la.
k la
go slp le.
im hungry agn liao.
hee...
talked to adam~
wrong info.
currently in Arab w his sis.
comin back on sundae~
//carine//
Monday, December 10, 2007; 9:42 AM
in sch com lab. now.
gg off soon.. for breakfast.
real hungry.. n tired.
slpt ard 4 last night.
zzz..
rush proj den reach for 15 mins class dismissed..
ahhh...
but nvm.. who ask mi to forget.
hais..
all the best to all ngee ann students..
inclu my god sis (HZ)...
good luck in ur CT~
haha..
haha.. thns CL and yuli for accompanyin mi last night..
or yuli gt to thnx mi for chattin w him?
haha.. but aniwae he pei mi till 3 ++ haha..
k la.. im dead hungry..
bye~
rinexx
Sunday, December 09, 2007; 4:20 AM
ok.. was late tdy at wrk.
shh
5 pm lehh..
haha..
aniwae.. wrkin w two kid was not bad.
josh didnt irritate mi tdy.
but.. i realise he's attitude towards customersn are bad.
or u wanna call it rude.
but realised. many of the guys in gv are kinda rude to customer at times.
lk... dumb.
hee...
ke lian de victor short money agn..
9 this tym..
donno manger gt hlp him delete tis or not..
hais..
told him to b careful le..
anw who ask him to keep cursin himself..
told him to shut up still complain tt he might short money.
haha..
thanks wl for his spare phone ^^
carine
Saturday, December 08, 2007; 3:02 AM
here to update my bad day.
tdy is bad. real bad.
starting was gg quite well...
gt my result back.
n blah blah blah..
rcv call to wrk tdy.. zzz..
den went psy proj..
den meet my son to do his specs.
sit dere a little dudu de.
aft tt.. walked to jw for some food.
hee..
hungry~
realised the whole trip i almost fell thrice.
thanks for holdin on to ur lao ma.
otherwise my bones shd b scattered by now.
lol..
rainin la.
haha..
rush hm.
on the way hm..
someone throw eggs frm the flat..
crazy..
somemore aimed at mi?!
totalli maddness..
doubt i even made any frens in tt neighbourhood
not to mention enemies.
think the person throw for fun.
but idiot lehh..
eggs.
it cos money n hardwrk by the hens lehh..
throw throw throw v fun mehh?
don he or she uses brains?
forget it.
reach hm..
still gt some time to tackle w fab's offline msg.
went to wrk ON TIME.
howeva
another misfortune came by.
dropped my phone n GG~
hais.
screen black out.
donno can fix or not.
damn sad ar.
darn.
now lookin for a spare fone..
donno who can spare mi one.
duh.
kinda desperate for one.
zzz.
bad luck go away~
carine
Thursday, December 06, 2007; 8:35 PM
hee..
im updating on tdy's disaster than dryin the clothes.
hee..
kinda lazy..
anyway..
tdy's presentation is a disaster.
slutter at the last part..
was gg well until last part when i talk abt peers.
images of the past flashes in my mind.
hais.
wen no wry u did well..
xue. u r v steady w ur speech altho theres a little tech. breakdown
joo.. u're great w the music.
oh man..
the seaweed fries are nice~
haha..
anyway thik i gt to shed off some fats le..
gettin wider..
haiz.
aniwae wanna thnx andy for eva eva aft.. =DD
and er zi for the true love kiss=))
carine
good morning to all..
haha..
i think im getting idiot.
the blood vessel within mi almost explode jus now.
irritated by tt guy..
omgomg
ahhh..
i tot he's a nice guy at first...
but he turn out to b the worst tt i hated..
ppl who don respect ppl.
totally arrogant..
zzz..
n donno wad happen i accpted a sat's shift
omgomg..
lol
darn.. den shin how???
fri?
hais..
idiotrine..
mus b due to the rain tdy..
cause my brain to go mental
haha..
tdy.sport day..
shall a sae disaster?
but overall ok la..
sab n mi zhi high dere..
haha..
somemore gt ppl beside mi 'da qing ma qiao'
haha..kinda lk the polo tee..
cap..
okok only..
k la.. gt to go back to crs..
yawn~~
carine
Sunday, December 02, 2007; 4:02 AM
im in mac..
rushin my proj.but i still cant move..
i mean not makin much progress..
guess im not a finance student ba..
zzz...
its lk 4 le lorrr...
ggrrr
actualli don even feel lk wrkin tdy.
hee..
but cant b tt irresponsible.
so i went to wrk n rush proj aft wrk. +)
i wld take tis opportunity to thnx all who help in candy bar last night.,
realise im realli bad in candy bar.
esp w popper...
grrr..
smile^^
watched 30days of night w simon ytd.
not bad.
scary... cool~
simon not scare~
zzz
no fun..
haha..
k la... gtg..
time to slp..
cos my brain stopped functionin..
carine
October 2006