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memories and rants
Friday, October 31, 2008; 1:35 AM
yum~
someone got to teach me wad im suppose n not suppose to do.
troubles...
im gg to hide in my pit hole.
stayin away frm trouble.
or u can sae problems.
u can sae im lazy or refuses to face them.
ok. like alex would sae..
go slp n forget abt it. :)
carine
Monday, October 27, 2008; 8:39 PM
i hate to live in the past.
yes. everything is over.
yet its still haunt me.
in fact. history is repeating itself agn.
anyway.
i wanna apologise for throwing tantrums this few days.
partially is due to my tirednes.
i've been thinkin..
am i wrong to made that decision?
hav i been wrong to become the third party of others relationship?
altho its not my fault.
but i still feel guilty abt it.
thus, i told myself.
im not gg to do it agn.
so im stayin away.
i started to hav more ppl to disliked me than liking me.
but who cares.
im startin to appreciate the loneliness.
sometimes it feels so good to b alone.
ok. sound like emo-ing.
who cares.
im so messed up.
hais..
carine
Saturday, October 25, 2008; 3:41 AM
whooosh..
another day gone.
sry to JL for flaring up.
damn many ppl.
ignore uncle cos i still feel guilty.
aft sch rush home w wen to take my wallet.
ok. blur. went to sch without wallet.
LOL.
den went back to JE to meet my di^^
had swensen. yum~ bake rice and chewy choc (my FAVE!)
awww..
i noe!
fats.
wadeva.
went back to wrk.
sian.
full hse.
but its worth it.
HSM3!
OMG..wonderful! ^^
had fun with manager.
i love to complain.
haha.
taught KF floor.
hope its good.
tried to remind him abt some stuff.
hope he don think -ve of me.
i got my own principle. =)
tmr.die. i haven find any cam. mum's gg to kill me.sob.
R.I.P -- carine.
i love to drink.
Friday, October 24, 2008; 12:35 AM
jus wanna blog to tell everyone im alive
been seeing lots of GV peeps in sch.
saw geo ytd. n KK today.
same class as KF.
how coincident.
still fightin cold war.
not tt i don wanna giv in.
i donno how to.
supper till v late last night.
LOL.
ok.
im shagged.
bubble tea pls?
i nid it!
n decision after completion of diploma is weighin me down.
n i'll stick to maritime!
i mean it.
k la.
bedtym.
meetin didi tmr.
carine.
gambatte for FYP.
DNS are v cute ^^v
Sunday, October 19, 2008; 4:50 PM
yeaps~
ytd supper is nice.
minus tt part.
hee.
big oyster didnt get to pervy w us.
cos not all of us is in good mood.
haha..
both long n oyster gt scoldin.
donno y i enjoy scoldin them
ok.
promise not to do tt when i see them. (next wk?)
me and boon kor walk back.
25 mins.
both tired.
uncle cut his fingers.
blood.
grr.
n he's still bleedin.
how dumb an uncle can get?
got to go back to the game.
carmen niam niam niam le.
carine
unspoken apologies
Saturday, October 18, 2008; 3:35 AM
i'm living to the fullest.
or tryin to.
wanna apologise.
but wad's the point.
its over.
i mean it.
carine
let history be part of our memories.
Thursday, October 16, 2008; 11:42 PM
me sick.
sick of life.
tt guy not me bf.
a fren.
carine
basket.
i nv noe he will betray me.
fcuk.
Tuesday, October 14, 2008; 11:04 PM
fail my TP.
next one 09 dec 10 dec.
hais.
carine
Wednesday, October 08, 2008; 4:15 PM
hmm..
think everyone will update abt the outing tt jus ended less than 12 hours ago.
thus, im jus gg to keep it brief.
its my first outing w managers.
hmm.
ok la.
since we don have those boundaries with our manager.
they are like frens.
when off wrk.
LOL.
wanna thank sankar for the lift to marina.
i enjoyed myself.
cos basically its abt SINGING.
haha.
i love it when i hav the mike on my hand.
i apologise if i irritate ppl w tt.
haha.
^^v
den the pool game tt they played.
phew.. i left early.
i cant play.
cant hold tt stick properly.
not mentionin do movement with it.
drank v little.
but i look daze.
cos im tired.
ppl who ask wad happen to lion ytd.
i donno.
same sentiment tt he was exceptionally quiet too.
how abt askin him?
as much as i wan to sing,
im not gg k for tmr.
1 wk twice k box i cant take it.
i wan my voice when sch reopen.
=)
carine
stuck between the two.
how he feels?
Tuesday, October 07, 2008; 11:08 AM
i'm so happy tt i noe how to use c box.
^^
don feel like crap w him.
too much tales le.
will b leavin before oct end.
so future gals.
i wish u good luck!
LOL.
so drama.
alex talkin nonsense to me agn.
150 dollar.
=.=
sch starting in 5 days.
so does drivin.
im getting dumb.
mount the curb thrice ytd.
how worse can i get?
partially is instructor fault.
suddenly ask mi how much is a web cam
=.=
sian sian sian.
gtg.
back to bed i guess
oh ya. they gg to watch movie.
shyt.
forgot to tell them tell tt dumb dumb will cfm b late.
must inform an early tym de.
lol. too late.
i'm bliss.
i hav them.
carine
Sunday, October 05, 2008; 10:43 PM
mi gt a phone.
joined sony's family.
hais.
cash fly fly
heart pain pain.
don intend to buy.
but mum like ask mi to buy.
den i buy.
ok. crap.if i don wan no one can force mi
but she tempt mi ok?
loan frm daddy.
hais.
he's the best.
so i gt a sony k530i..
don ask mi.
i donno wad is it.
but use-able la
tmr drivin lesson start agn
n test is 1 wk later.
first day of sch.
thus skipping chatuk lesson.
wad lesson?
don rmb.
lol.
puttin my gems on wed.
er..
think i gt music appreciation.
haha.
kinda lookin fwd to it.
b cos.
its in lecture theatre.
lol
first eva lesson in those kind of place ^^
tt's all for update.
oh ya i gt complain in box agn.
grr.
early noe re-cfm seatin with him agn.
if only he didnt giv mi those irritated look.
carine
Wednesday, October 01, 2008; 11:46 PM
and so am i..
saded.
my last hope to hav the phone found is gone.
mum givin me a hard tym for it.
not even a sympathy.
or even empathy
hais.
thnx for all the concern shown.
i still hate myself for losing it.
darn.
meanwhile to contact me wld b..
offline msgs thru msn.
or tag box.
=)
carine.
i lost my phone!
idiot.
broke and poor.
GRR!
October 2006