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memories and rants
Sunday, November 30, 2008; 8:04 PM

wanna noe more abt ur brain and memory?
check this out.
http://www.discoverychannel.co.uk/anatomiesof/brain/part_3_1.shtml

very interesting.

ok.
gt to start studyin alrdy. zzz.

carine

Saturday, November 29, 2008; 10:31 PM

joke of the day..
i rcv an email frm ah huana aka huanjie aka gloria
LOL!
she asked a question.

and hor u said "dere might be a 'swimmin' session n
for those feel tt u wanna 'nua' till next day at clammie hse are welcome to do so. "
got swimming pool will open in the midnite de mehs?
super stunned!

OMG! LOL. ><

carine


well.. i had quite a day last night...
went supper with tar hau, fab, qian.
hee.. this 3 peeps..
but we stayed in Gombak for..3hrs?
haha.. best thing.
i took a bike dere..
OMG.
haha.. actuallly don really dare to move ard.
cos fabian is like tryin to b v safe.
which i feel is being too careful..
but oh well..
ppl long bang better don niam so much
^^
but its cool.. first tym bike out of jurong.
LOL

had the usual..
den listen to big clam crap..
not really.. i crap along.
hee =D

ooooo ya.. sth up our sleeves alrdy..
heh heh heh..
hope ppl get news of it.
^^

oH! n one more thing..
before i left for supper..
i tok to someone!
woots.
i cant believe it..
he replied..
tt is omg.
haha.. tho we didnt tok much..
but im glad.
we r at least remain as fren aft wad happen.
tt's all im askin..

ok.. now tt everythin is better..
i can concentrate on my stuff better..
FYP n results..
=D

thnx 'daddy' for support.
carine

Thursday, November 27, 2008; 4:59 PM

my hamham just died.
how?
i donno..
tis mornin was still ok.
i cleaned the cage tis morn n its dead now.
omg.. the rigid n the coldness of the body.
god..

may god take care of it when it goes up..
grr...
at least he will tak care of it more than i do.
damn.
-17/07/2008 to 27/11/2008
R.I.P.

carine


Last Christmas - Ashley Tisdale


one of my fave song for now!

Last christmas - Ashley Tisdale

[CHORUS]:
Last ChristmasI gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year
To save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special


Once bitten and twice shy
I keep my distance
But you still catch my eye
Tell me baby
Do you recognize me?
Wel l it's been a year
It doesn't surprise me
I wrapped it up and sent it
With a note saying "I love you" I meant it
Now I know what a fool I've been
But if you kissed me now
I know you'd fool me again
[CHORUS]

A crowded room
Friends with tired eyes
I'm hiding from you
And your soul of ice
My god I thought you were
Someone to rely on
Me?
I guess I was a shoulder to cry on

A face on a lover with a fire in his heart
A man under cover but you tore me apart
Now I've found a real love you'll never fool me again

[CHORUS x2]

A face on a lover with a fire in his heart
A man under cover but you tore me apart
Maybe next year I'll give it to someone
I'll give it to someone special.



wee~ one paper down..
4 more to go..
woots..
i slpt for freakin long ytd.
damn shiok.
haha..

guess wad.. i saw shin's fren ytd.
frm class 4D de..
askmi abt shin.
i became very defensive..
i mean i haven seen him for..
almost 1 yr?
but i'll nv forget the promise he made.
n the reason he left me for.
hais..

oh well..
move on~

im soooo blessed..
i mean..
it does feel a little empty in here..
n deres one thing tt i wanna do yet..
don have the courage to do so..
k.. im sooo timid..
daddy(alex) wld lauf at mi for tt.
but who cares.
at least i admitted it.

meetin him for dinner later. =)

im gg to make a list on wad im gg to do for this hol.
lots n lots..
im in xmas mood ardy!
woots! ^^

love it.
carine

Sunday, November 23, 2008; 11:47 PM

today is sunday..
and i'm stuck at home.
doing project that i cant seems to get it going.
grr.
kinda irritated by tt fact.
worse.
my ankle.
its annoying me.

come to think abt it.
my injury must blame someone.
its b cos of a sms tt got me so happy n hyper.
end up in this sorry state.
=.=
stupid i know.

still im happy.
cos we arent in talkin terms.
yet that sms make my day.
=)

im so sorry.
i maybe short tempered these few days.
forgive mi.

btw.
i talk to lessie on sat.
not really those kind of frens talk.
but at least i noe.
im making an effort to stop conflict.
he's nice when he's normal
=)
hopefully he can be more like tt..
more 'serene' (the real wrd.)

well main point is.. if he's back to a gentle side of him.
i hope everyone can forgive his past and befriend with him.
not realli nice to outcast someone if he decide to change.

but that moto moto..
must tegan him!
kns.
jialat sia.
tot he v big..
better don let mi caught him kns at wrk agn.
tsk tsk.

not influencin ppl.
these are my honest opinion.
read n forget.
^^

carine

Thursday, November 20, 2008; 4:05 PM

Been tagged by nicole =.=!
The rules & regulations:
1) Each player of this game starts off with
10 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself.
2) People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own
10 weird things/habits/little know facts as well as state this rule clearly.
3) At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged & list their names.
4) No tag back.here it goes,

1)i have weird temper
2)hate to be scolded
3)hate to be nagged at
4)love freedom
5)don like to be stared at
6) i gt a stupid habit of stonning of the blue
7) always think abt wad happen in the day when showering
8)wanna move out of my hse one day!
9)LOVE sweets
10) lastly.. donno y am i doin tis for..

Lastly, I've tagged: (not in sequence)
joo
wen
sab
lina
joy
qingg
somebody
somebody
somebody
somebody
^^

Sunday, November 16, 2008; 11:42 PM

TWO-IN-ONE
fri n sat!
fri.. - SMA day!
my last one before i graduate.
it was.. sma-ish..
lol.. had fun tokin to all my maritime frens.
performance by zac, mark, yc n gang was good.
savio is even better ^^
went off abt 10 plus with my classmates.
for some chillin out..
timbre.
not bad.
i like the live band!
haha..
Sat- parents forum.
help out at the booth till 3.
not bad..
glad to see so many parents who are concern with their kids.
but.. stereotype la.
rarely any gals come over.

went to wrk aft tt..
floor with two handsomes.
lol..
actually..
i was realli piss off with tt 'MIC'.
really..
first tym in GV kena scolded by a newbie.
(worst! he gt the wrong policy lor! idiot)
FFFF la.
but slimmer down.
he's MIC keep in mind.
chill~

at night was ok..
jus one wrd.
BUSY.
was a little piss off with some one.
but its ok. since tt the way how things wrk.
jus take note wad is suppose to do n not to.
i don wanna scold or do free publicity.
jus noe ur limits.

i miss the past.
everythin seems so wrong now.
carine

Wednesday, November 12, 2008; 10:55 PM

美好的回忆
随风而去
悲痛的心无法康复。
没人能帮你一把的感觉。
算了。
carine



i jus ended my interview.
bored.
everythin they ask is myself.
grr..
ok.. other than myself..
wad else can they ask?
i hate tokin abt myself.
=)


breakfast anyone?
LOL!


carine

Tuesday, November 11, 2008; 3:09 PM

horoscope for tdy.
=I
Your emotional side is almost completely exposed right now
and it's all too easy to get riled up over small frustrations.
Try to let people know you're dealing with more stress than they can see.

well.. haha..
a little true.
grrrr.

tired n sick.

carine

Sunday, November 09, 2008; 11:30 PM

been lazy to update.
im really tired tis few days.
cant even keep myself awake for supper.
yes.
fell aslp while waitin.

HEY peeps!
madargaga is good.
worth watchin tho its a 1.5hr show..
its cute.
terrible.
makes one happy by watchin it.

hmm..
im so sick..
my nose wrkin a spoilt tap.
nid to call in a plumber.

went to VCH for a concert.
it was good.
cant deny.
though my assist leader was commentin it wasnt really good.
but i find it was good enuf for me le.
violin..
sth i nv touch b4.
^^

went to suntec for dinner..
walked thru the places we went..
memories filled my head.
look like its really hard to forget everythin.
times spent.
i cant even go tiong.
everything jus came back.
aggr.

carine
a brother means a brother.
nth more.

Tuesday, November 04, 2008; 3:12 PM

A story to share..


My mom only had one eye.
I hated her...
She was such an embarrassment.
She cooked for students and teachers to support the family.
There was this one day during elementary school
where my mom came to say hello to me..
I was so embarrassed.
How could she do this to me?
I ignored her, threw her a hateful look and ran out.
The next day at school one of my classmates said
'EEEE, your mom only has one eye!'
I wanted to bury myself.
I also wanted my mom to just disappear.
I confronted her that day and said
' If you're only gonna make me a laughing stock,
why don't you just die?'

My mom did not respond...
I didn't even stop to think for a second about what I had said
because I was full of anger.
I was oblivious to her feelings.

I wanted out of that house, and have nothing to do with her.
So I studied real hard,
got a chance to go abroad to study.
Then, I got married.
I bought a house of my own.
I had kids of my own.
I was happy with my life, my kids and the comforts.

Then one day, my Mother came to visit me.
She hadn't seen me in years and she didn't even meet her grandchildren.
When she stood by the door,
my children laughed at her,
and I yelled at her for coming over uninvited.

I screamed at her, 'How dare you come to my house and scare my children!
' GET OUT OF HERE! NOW!!!'
And to this, my mother quietly answered,
'Oh, I'm so sorry.
I may have gotten the wrong address,'
and she disappeared out of sight.

One day, a letter regarding a school reunion came to my house.
So I lied to my wife that I was going on a business trip.
After the reunion, I went to the old shack just out of curiosity.
My neighbors said that she died.
I did not shed a single tear.
They handed me a letter that she had wanted me to have.

'My dearest son,I think of you all the time.
I'm sorry that I came to your house and scared your children.
I was so glad when I heard you were coming for the reunion.
But I may not be able to even get out of bed to see you.
I'm sorry that I was a constant embarrassment to you when you were growing up.
You see........
when you were very little,
you got into an accident, and lost your eye.
As a mother, I couldn't stand watching you having to grow up with one eye.
So I gave you mine.
I was so proud of my son who was seeing a whole new world for me,
in my place, with that eye.
With all my love to you,
Your mother.

i feel like slappin tt guy.
reason no.1: his mum gave him her eyes.
n all these years, he never bother ask how she lost her eyes..

reason no. 2: god damn him.
his mum gave birth to him whtr she's half blind or not.
carried him in her womb for freakin 9 mths.
n if u readers had realised..
he didnt mention abt his father...
which also means his MUM raised him up by HERSELF.
wad the hell..
N she didnt even do anything wrong.
HAIS..
this guy still can consider as a human..
cold blooded.

carine
avoiding problem is not gg to solve it..
so face it.
=)


today has been another long day..
been to school..
attend lesson..
slp in class..
but i gt listen ok..
lol..

den went to watch sing to the dawn.
not bad for a kid movie..
kinda like it actually.
got tym bring my little ke ai to watch.

bullied boss and got bullied back.
as usual..
he's sooo nice.
but..
hais..
i donno..
sometimes we are so driven by our surroundin.
makin it hard for us to be ourselves.

box went well..
no big prob..
but think boss gt some prob..
hope he solved it.

someone vomitted in the hall..
hais..
helped to clean up..
n the two NYP de
start screamin n laufin while cleanin the mess..
hais..
kids..
LOL!!

k la..
gtg.
0830 tmr.
=D

carine

Sunday, November 02, 2008; 1:42 AM

fri is a fantastic day..
its SPAVC bbq day.
LOL.
officially step down le.
woots.

on fri itself.
aft lesson meet alex and yuren.
went to BL for lunch den i go home shower.
aft tt meet wen n lex to sheng siong..
carry the stuff back n head to lex hse.
deal w the stingray.
ok..
sambal sux. but stingray's good.
lol.
after dealin w the food..
i learn how to play the keyboard better.
bad.
cos i play by feelin instead of lookin at the notes.
hais.
rush back to schfor bbq.
nice good good ambience n fun water bomb.

haha..
had fun with water..
haha.. lex pour water on me.
i still rmb tt..
will hav my revenge one day
muahahahaha!

gt piss off for a while.
but.. jiejie sae forget it..
jiu forget it lor.
but pls lor..
a man shd act like a man.
so pussy.

tdy.. is wrk wrk n wrk.
pei uncle makan n let him bully le jiu went home.
v tired now..
supper wanna go or not still a qn mark.
siannz..

carine
the feeling still lingers.
occupyin part of the heart.

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carine.
15 JUL .
crazy at times.
enjoy having fun and freedom.
aging every minute.
lorves choc ice cream, fries, sea n vampires.
and lorve my boy (piggy) very much!



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