the joy.

welcome.

no rules.

.my world

welcome to my little enclosed world.

Pls do not take anything i say here to heart
i am jus ranting. ^^

If you cant take it, kindly close the window
otherwise share your thoughts with me =D

memories and rants

Wednesday, January 30, 2008; 2:26 AM

Here's a personality test which link is provided by honglie~
http://www.bbc.co.uk/science/humanbody/mind/surveys/whatamilike/
try it.. i find it quite true.
think he wanna share w everyone too~

here's mine~

Your answers suggest you are a Performer

Summary of Performers
Love fun, people and the world around them
Prefer hands-on learning to reading a book
Think of themselves as enthusiastic, sociable or sensitive
May forget about commitments because they're having so much fun

More about Performers
For the Performers, people and the exciting world around them come before rules and routines. This group believes you can get work done efficiently and have fun at the same time. Others are naturally drawn to the Performers' outgoing nature and enjoyment of life.

Performers are good at reading people and figuring out what their needs are. They don't believe in making plans and are confident that they can handle whatever comes their way. These skills allow Performers to quickly motivate others.

In situations where they can't use their talents or are unappreciated, Performers may become distracted, fail to accept or meet deadlines, or take criticism too personally. Under extreme stress, Performers can be overwhelmed by thinking of all the things that could possibly go wrong.

Performers may live for the moment and forget the consequences of their actions.

Performer Careers
Performers are drawn to careers that require people skills and attention to detail.

Footnote
i wanna be in crewin~ i believe and want to go towards tt path
altho the opportunity of gettin a good pay is as low as anyone can imagine
but i guess tt's my passion =)

I love my LIFE~

or at least i hope to~

u noe how scary is it to feel so lonely.

with no one to turn to.

with a hope in ur heart tt someone,

anyone wld stop their track and ask are u ok

or even lend their hand for u to hold on to.

mayb im emo-in now.

but i don believe no one nv has this tot in their life.

to b frank..

my real weakness is the fear of lonliness.

tt y i always appreciate any sms from frens for any matter

even for a lame joke~

ok i think im gettin idiotic for thinkin too much..

but its jus a sharin of thots that occupy my brain at the moment.

how complicated can the brain b~

k la. tt's all for the brain to crap le.

carine

Monday, January 28, 2008; 2:25 PM

my life is practically..

indescribable.

BORED!

yea..

been roting for days.

nth excitin..

life has been eat slp wrk.

nth else.

oh man~

borringgggg...

hmm realis some of my class mate went to wrk at offices..

am i suppose to do tt too?

hmm.

think will start huntin for tempt wrk aft new yr..

tt will b my big PROJECT.

haha..

holidae oso mean insomia.

n of cos to add on to everythin..

my lappy is dead for the moment.

will tend to it when i have to patience. n tym~

yeaps tt's all for now.

carine.

不想懂得歌手：张韶涵作词：姚若龙

当世界不知不觉的变了
有时候我怀念以前的我
作的梦虽然远远的
想像是一种快乐
拥有了同时也失去什麼
而眷恋原来会带来软弱
你让我在雾里成熟
心开始曲折

我不想舍得不想懂得是
谁惹谁言不由衷
说谎伤害都是不安犯的错
怕抱不紧什麼

我不想舍得不想懂得
谁说割爱才更深刻
彼此依赖是爱不是负荷
能握著手就是感动的

nice song.. but MV kinda lame. lol.

Saturday, January 26, 2008; 3:23 AM

woa~

today is realli tiring than ytd.

totalli worn out.

been walkin and runnin shows..

to b frank.

i was realli fed up with fab..

but i guess tt's the way he is.

no one can change him..

th kind of indifferent attitude.

hais..

but at least better than some other ppl

who noe how to talk n not wrk.

totally useless..

hope tmr will b a better day.

sick~ nose block and bad cough..

hais..

save mi~

zzz

carine

Wednesday, January 23, 2008; 9:46 PM

heh heh...

im so happy..

today went to bugis~

went walk walk with my girls..

haha..

we got tis gatherin...

all thanks to..

ME~

haha..

self praise..

hee..

walked in bugis village..

hoping to look for a long sleeve shirt, collar shirt and a short.

disappointedly..

i found none.,

but i bought the bangles agn..

broke all ten of the prev ones.

aft tt.. went to bugis junction do more walkin..

den we go for neo print..

hee..

v nice.. nicer than i tot.

one of the pict my sis still lauf abt my eyes. (sunglasses) lol.

but thebest pict is the one which look so heartwarmin.

with our names embed..

done by..

ME again!

haha..

realli enjoyed myself.

altho i didnt manage to find any clothin tt i wan.

hais~

k la..

enuf of bloggin..

ytd slpt at 4..

watch too much show liao..

haha.

n luckily finish CB closing on time.

phew~

i had enuf of the B word.!

carine

Tuesday, January 22, 2008; 3:35 AM

its 3.40am

but i insist on bloggin.

donno why.

but jus fel lk doin so.

kinda depress now.

donno why either.

watched 'romantic princess'

kinda sad..

reason.. donno.

made mi feel as if theres always obstruction in frnt of u.

made mi feel as if wadeva u do will always based on the decision made by others.

how i wish i noe wad will happen next.

hais.

nth realli happen but i jus feel not right.

feelin damn low now.

im not bimbotic as u tot!

(noe wad the meanin le. u gg to die soon)

carine

Saturday, January 19, 2008; 12:37 PM

wee.. exams are over..

suffered more than 5 days..

going thru notes.

realli studies tis tym..

evidence!

(a random pict when im studyin for law n insurance)

on wed we self declared exams over.

haha.. went out to hav some fun.

below is another random pict in the train. hand on hand on a rail~

in pizza hut! haa.. they both look lk they're doin project.

in fact i doubt they look so serious while doin project.

haha.

hey! look at mi!

haha.. overall was good on tt day.

however, my pocket has a hole!

haha.. at night ryan's last day was normal.

but i made a blunder tt kai kai will nv forget.

zzz..

my fave pict..

random but the bear is cute!

im gg to find it!

haha.

plans have been made for wen's bday.

nid to gt a boy as a partner for those attendin.

oh man..

might have to hunt for one i think.

last day of exams was fantastic.

thou i didnt went for ice skatin but i can see everyone's face are all relaxed n cool.

wan pict or update on it...

go to nana's blog!

(see na! im advertisin urs for u)

after lunch pei jie walked ard..

to city hall..

look at clothings.

realise i can b such a shoppin queen at times.

haha.

den went to dover drop her off n meet up w fab.

actualli was suppose to go for movie but he..

wan eat dinner instead.

zzz.

tt's all..

im boread for the hol~

jiayou for those takin exams soon~

carine

Tuesday, January 15, 2008; 2:42 PM

woah..

itS the second day of paper..

and im still alive..

haha..

im must b the biggest dumb in the wrld..

im still doin bloggin when im realli tired..

slpt at 4 plus last night.

why?

cos im hungry.

went out for supper with kaibin.

haha.

idiot.

told him sth tt he don believe.

zzz

3 more papers to go..

mpm is still ok.

at least manage to do.

tdy ecom n lis..

is better than the prev one..

partialli due to reason tt i gt study.

started muggin at 9 plus while watching the 'golden road'..

director of tt show damned de ar.

totalli s**..

kaida so cute still die.

dumb ^%$%&

hais..

k la..

time for nap..

tonight wld b a longer one~

carine

don ask mi i wont sae de. =P

Monday, January 14, 2008; 12:16 AM

i cant help it.

im back here agn.

on the eve of my paper.

yes.

the stupid paper tt make use lots of common sense..

it makes mi tot of 'o' lvls geography paper.

haha

not tt i cant do common sense paper.

jus tt sometym i feel its stupid to study for so common stuff..

and end up doin badly for the paper.

im takin a break or shall i sae im gg to bed

n see if miracle happens tmr tt i'll b able to wake up early in the mornin to study?

haha.. (highly impossible!)

oh well..

been thinkin lots.

abt wad chi lun told mi in the wee wee hrs.

abt wad had been happenin recently..

too occupied to hold my studies i guess..

how i wish i can go back to the days of my old pals.

whr im more of an 'ah gong' den a worrywart.

ytd was good.

went for bball..

tho not invited but i jus went to play.

tryin to put away tt the fact tt i wasnt invited.

yea..

u noe..

bu yao zi qing.

n wad.

i gt pink blushes and arm ache..

not mentionin i sprained my ankle plus a knee aching.

gee..

can see how long i haven been exercisin..

oh man.. talkin abt tis

my mum DONT allow mi to go for night cycling.

zzz..

hais..

saded..

k la.. think for bed le..

wait..

HAPPY BDAY to mingyi!

haha.. old man le.. 19~

hee..

ah long don think too much la..

fab i hope u're not mad over mi~

shin's doin well and walty went in too le!

GOOD LUCK for everyone takin papers~

carine

Friday, January 11, 2008; 5:13 PM

hey.. been lazy to update=)

yea..

been havin mood swing tis few days.

cant control myself.

zzz..

thnx fab for helping=D

haha..

well well..

exams next wk. n i haven start on anythin yet.

hee.. im too much of a last min person.

thus.. will be studyin tmr! (i hope..)

which mean my last post of tis term. =)

haha

will get away frm bloggin for one week.

actualli i kinda happy w tis wk.

finished my anime. waitin for uploads.

did psy quiz, LIS lab and jus finished biz stat lab.

all not well done.

but its over. =)

oh well..

went to jp jus now..

ate crystal jade on others account agn.

oh man. guilty.

bought a new pen agn!

hee.. im so happy to buy stationary.

bian tai i noe. but donno lehh.

mayb its the effect i gt frm young?

k la.

gtg.. mama asked mi out to do shopping

sae she don wan dad to go.

cos she nv able to get anything when she goes w him

yea. man is a bother when it comes to shoppin.

hinderance if u wanna call it.

haha. =XX

im happy as how i am.

don lk it.

its ur prob.><

carine

Monday, January 07, 2008; 11:26 PM

yea~

im living my life in bliss..

ya as if!

been deprived frm slp.

haha.

look lk panda now.

serious.

no kiddin lorr..

tryin my best to keep everythin in order.

no messin ard.

especially for my life. =)

exams round the corner

mood isnt round the corner.

hais.

signed up for make up course tdy.

haha. with the gals.

they sae put b4 valentine.

haha..

guess wad r they thinkin?

haha.

don nid brain oso n0e la.

luckily i put chose the right day.

sekali kena BT den i die.

haha

scehdule for the followin days.

wed- psy quiz

fri- biz stat pract

next wk all the ica except fmis?

haha.

wonder when's he comin out..

hais..

carine

Tuesday, January 01, 2008; 3:09 AM

new year resolution

here goes...

1. to finish my final year peacefully and dilligently.

2. to spend more time with ppl ard mi

3. be more generous

4. to love and be loved.

5. get my driving license.

6. learn how to make brownie (hee)

7. try the personal skill course (on make up)

8. control my temper

9. peace w ppl.

10. smile more, frown less, cry less, angry less.

11. to be able to help ppl around who are having problems.

on eve of new year had fun.

y..

cos i start my eve afternoon doin proj.

eve evenin met up w fab and went to vivo.

was late. haa. watched cinderella story

met the rest at the roof.

went for dinner on yanyan's account.

had haagen diaz. (i haven pay!)

den went back w fab to BL to countdown.

met up w my sec frens.(a brunch of lamers)

shin n dan walked mi home

(gt bombed on new yr cos late hm =.=)

thats all folks...

carine