no rules.
i hate to live in the past.
yes. everything is over.
yet its still haunt me.
in fact. history is repeating itself agn.
anyway.
i wanna apologise for throwing tantrums this few days.
partially is due to my tirednes.
i've been thinkin..
am i wrong to made that decision?
hav i been wrong to become the third party of others relationship?
altho its not my fault.
but i still feel guilty abt it.
thus, i told myself.
im not gg to do it agn.
so im stayin away.
i started to hav more ppl to disliked me than liking me.
but who cares.
im startin to appreciate the loneliness.
sometimes it feels so good to b alone.
ok. sound like emo-ing.
who cares.
im so messed up.
hais..
carine
October 2006