no rules.
ok. im tired.
v tired.
woke up damn early.
asked lect some stuff for a fren.
and shawan realli is patient.
help mi understand wad i don.
realli aspire mi to become a crewing agent. =)
so challengin to handle ppl and relationships.
gv was ok tdy, but my throat..
realli dry.
wonder how is ryan doin?
left him alone.
feel so bad abt it.
who shd i blame?
mayb mi myself ba.
tokin adam now.
pour everythin out abt feelin lk dyin.
yea..
i cant explain how much urge i have within mi to die
at tis moment.
no reason. jus don feel lk living.
wonderin how is shin doin in the camp?
kinda wry for him.
hais.
his reply tdy made mi go all teary..
hope he's doin well..
n of cos simon.
hope he's enjoyin himself.
stupid fab.
everythin is the past.
we r jus norm now.
don try to provoke mi!
carine
October 2006