no rules.
well...
its 3 n im preparin for bed.. gettin sick..
frm tiredness..
i cant help it..
i'm lk enjoyin to get hurt..
everything i do seems wrong..
even tho i noe by doin smth will end up hurting myself..
i still do it..
i guess there isnt any way to stop urself frm inflicting pain on urself..
the more i see the more confuse i get..
im in a stage that i donno wad am i doin le.
totally shit.
i hope some ppl to stop botherin mi.
but i cant tell the person str in the face.
cos its mean..
so i choose to b mean to myself...
hopefully the person can leave mi alone.
cos i'm developin a dislike towards tt person.
the earth wont stop revolving bcos u r down
carine