no rules.
yo.. don wanna update my blog initially..
but decided to do so aft readin smth tt pissed mi off..
to be frank.. it totally pissed mi..
for one thing i always love..
treat everyone as real fren
tho might not b close
but frens u trust u can at least talk to..
but this guy.. i really donno whether how i should treat him
ignore him?
he really make mi doubt his sincerity as a fren..
i hate the feelin..
if he cant forget it den y talk to mi for..
if he still blame mi for wad happen,
can jus talk to mi abt it
y do he nid to turn in circles..
makin mi feel he has forgot abt it..
i really am confuse now..
which the hatred for him has formed i cant control myself..
im really afraid tt i'll lose control of myself n piss him off
like wad i did to the others whom i refuse to acknowledge..
i really donno..
gg to meet my sisters l8r n tt's keepin my feelin balance.. otherwise im bursting..
October 2006