no rules.
i feel my life is like a storm..
and im a ship in the storm
a ship which has lost evrything..
includin the captain..
to put it simply..
i lost my direction..
includin the engine inside mi is failin mi..
i finally break the news to someone i really hesitate abt tellin..
mayb i took so long bcos i care..
tt's wad fab sae..
i, myself really donno..
i was kinda surprise tt he noe..
someone told him? or he jus knew it?
i really wanna ask..
but somthin inside mi stopped mi..
aft all he sae.. my rain came back..
i donno wad's happenin the tears are keepin on flowin..
told myself cos the video i've been watchin..
is it?
i completely have no idea..
mayb i jus cant bear to leave..
everything jus seems to b so complete..
i have to admit.. it fulfilled my life..
it really did..
enjoy every moment i have n had..
however, i noe..
its comin to an end..
will nv forget
everyone i meet n work with..
everythin i did..
everytime im late..
evry time i got lecutured
and things i learn..
-tolerance
-findin joy when u bz
-sharin
-openin ur inner self
-care n concern..
this will nv b dere once i leave..
they will only relive in my memories..
but i'll always keep it close to my heart..
later flr.. eos..
hopefully nth bad will happen..
=D
i really think i owe u an apology..
as for the date.. i'll not forget abt it..
October 2006