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Saturday, January 06, 2007; 3:18 PM
>disapp0intment<
omg~this is the first time im so disappointed in someone.. the first time i can see how full of one self.. i cant believe it.. he's someone who i tot i can befriend with.. but i nv tot he can cause sso much upset to me.. i think if the whole world is like him... i donno how much ppl will have to die.. (luckily there's mixture of ppl who are selfless too..) i mean.. ya at time we would react the way he did.. but the thing is not alwayys right..u have to have some self control... mayb this words i said i will regret it.. but i cant control it anymore.. im breakin down if this continues.. everytime i said smth.. i will b careful of wad i said to him.. otherwise i'll end up in difficult situation.. for one things i have more commitments than him.. most of the time he's him alone.. then wad abt mi... i care too much abt my surroundin.. anything will affect mi drastically.. my family is n always the most impt de.. so wadeva they nid mi i'll try to b ard.. so this mean i cnnt run ard n enjoy as much as him.. n theres no way he can do tt to mi.. im under lots of pressure.. these are part of my background...hais... how i wish i have a bigger heart to cover his mistake.. but i cant.. i'm realli fallin into a bottomless pit.. mayb we shud jus b frens nth more than tt.. thou tt will not make much diff.. but it will helps a lot w my stress level..if i noe wad to do
breakin down..
October 2006