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Saturday, December 02, 2006; 3:36 PM
//p0pUlaR? i wanna b uNkNown!!//
aggr.. whr ish my jie!!! haiz.. realli nid her to tell her smth.. think im gg to break down now.. don feel like gg to work le.. im startin to regret steppin into gv for application for job, for not leavin with mei.. not b cos of the pay or wadeva... realli enjoy the times i had there.. whr i made lots of frens there n have fun while workin.. non-stress place.. howeva.. i'm hatin my presence there.. can sense tt im a little too 'popular' there.. popular in a -ve way.. aiya donno wad to sae.. complicated relationship.. yea so wad kor got the right sensitivity.. theres nth i can do.. esp when he sae 60% i'll reject him.. i was there 'seh' y he would sae tt?? i realli don understand.. this cause me nightmare n a headche.. cant think properly animore.. however.. am i gg to let my heart rule over my head.. n let myself follow blindly?? don ask mi.. i realli donno.. mayb i've reply him a little too rush.. cos in my heart there still this person i cant realli forget.. yea him.. wad i realli had in mind now is will i regret the wadeva decision i've made.. moreover how abt his fren? would they end up as enemy? i realli hope i've nv been there b4 and things wont get into this complicated stage... finali theres someone i have a little feelin for.. its realli complicated..in addition, i can sense dislike of mi in gv le.. some give mi those kind of feelin of detest while workin.. don ask mi who cos im not gg to tell.. doubt i can survive in this kind of stressfuk environment.. thsi is not the kind of mi i wanna be.. i hate it! haiz.. by complainin so much.. nth i can realli do.. might as well forget it.. lettin things happen on its own.. stupid thing to do.. but cant think of anything better..hmm.. mondae comin soon k box.. lol.. but im sick.. damn.. forget it.. drink more honey.. haha..yea tt's all.. hope xue hurry come back.. got lots to bomb her with.. hee.. n of cos wishin nana a hApPi b'DaE =))
October 2006