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Thursday, November 23, 2006; 12:36 PM
::low... n down...::
currently.. im in sch with my grp.. helpin ah joo with her 'access' hee^^--actually i also gong gong abt it.. got something wrong jus now..hais.. currently v depress.. not abt relationship or wadeva but my work and my mum..(*shyt kor sms le..*) ytd reach hm abt 10 like tt then was packin my stuff den went for shower when i finish mum's home.. yea.. i walk ard the hse n see anything to help out with.. realise nth much.. den i blow my hair le den go bed.. by then mum was in the bath doin some stuff.. donno wad.. aniwae..when i half aslp le den she tok to mi which i donno wad she realli saein but anywae was realli tired aft wrk.. think she tokin to mi abt cscc camp on 8-10 dec which i donno wanna go or not leh.. haven been to any camp for sometime le.. so was thinkin i might wanna go n see wads new.. hmm.. ask her whether am i allow to go.. she like don let like tt leh.. hais.. so sian.. den now she sent sms to mi sae i realli tt not responsible like tt.. but hey c'mon how old am i le.. i nid to have some freedom on wad i do.. its not like wad la.. but the thing is smth she didnt realise she's holdin us a little to firm although she tot she didnt.. howeva cant realli blame her.. smtimes it got to do w my dad.. think he's a little too protective.. wad cannot stay late or wad.. hey c'mon not as if i always stay out late.. the onli time i realli saty out late is when im out to work lor.. hais.. don plus the chalet and festival celebrating thingy... back to the sms le.. she sae she wanna giv up on us le.. eh.. wad wrong i did again? if i don bother abt her.. do i bother to tell her abt the camp n askin her consent..haiz.. realli donno woman la.. siann..wad's worst is next wk.. can die la.. my schedule for wed is frm 3 to 12.. cfm will get scolded de.. cos next dae 8 am lehh.. walao.. realli got so much headache.. my hair cfm gg white le.. sob...k stop here.. feelin better aft vomitin le.. but i hope when i get hm.. nth's gg to happen cos at hm now onli got me.. if anione to get bombed.. it will b me.. -.-ll
October 2006